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𝙹𝚊𝚗𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢𝟾,𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟸 Dear Diary, today is my birthday and I wish, over any, and everything that momma jane could be here with me to celebrate my birthday. It's been three years since momma jane died and the disappearance of her son, my mind, my lover, and my closest friend
Trevante.
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I couldn't really write anymore because the tears wouldn't stop coming from my eyes. I've been trying so hard to stay strong but I can't and at this point I give up.
I lifted my head up and wiped the stray tears that laid on my cheeks away as I picked up my pen and connected it to the paper and I started to right more things down.
I have to be strong now though. Not just for myself but for the both of us—
I briefly rubbed over my small stomach that had a small bump forming on the outside but on the inside a life was going to be welcomed to the world in nine months.
The doctor told me what the gender is and— IM HAVING A GIRL! I just wish I wouldn't have to share this perfect moment by myself but it's okay because where ever you are, I just hope you're okay.
I dropped my head down and felt the urge to cry again but I wouldn't allow myself. I pushed away my diary and laid back on my body pillow and fell into deep thought.
