When love sucks and when it is great

1st friend ship broken

So after the breakup there was one boy named Evan. He was the "Fun people" cause he was friends with some but they were never his best friend. But we started talking by giving each other weird and stupid names. Somehow I gave him the name Trish and then we clicked like that. We talked so much that he was obsessed in a weird way but I never thought about it personally. He was a little to out going to show that he's cool but nobody really gave a fuck about him. Evan was trying to FaceTime me and send hearts but I knew we would never be a great relationship by boyfriend and girlfriend wise. He was sweet, sometimes, and after a couple months he really liked me but I never felt the same. One day we were talking and he said who do you like ?( pause here he thought I liked him but I had feelings for Liam ). I told him I couldn't and he still thought I was scared to tell him I liked him. It all went out he tried to get me to tell but I couldn't ruin the friendship we had. After him budging I had enough and I said promise me you won't tell anyone and he said promise but I know non of the boys ever keeps a secret with a girl cause they tell all their guys. I told him I had feelings for Liam and I knew I should've not said anything cause he was a mix of pissed off, Confused, sad, and that's how shit broke off.