The smile of a joker( Hisoka X Reader)

Heavens arena part 4

A/N- That made me fall out my chair lol.

Outcast. That's what they call me. Just because I'm so different, I don't fit in.  The rest of the worlds black and white while I'm bursting in color. No matter how hard I try I'll never be the same as them. I'm confused is that good or bad? All I know is that I' different. An outcast.

I was dressed in my white gown as we made our way down to the ballroom, We as in me and Hisoka. We walk in silence but there is awkward tension so I start a conversation.\

"So, who else is gonna be there?" I ask. He just shrugs and presses a button on the elevator. I guess he's not talkative right now. But as it opens, I see Yumia and some guy with white hair and yellow attire. His eyes seem to widen At the sight of us nut he quickly hides it.

"Hey." I say, Yumia nods.

"This is the guy I was talking about, Earlier. He's my date." I nod.

"So hows it been?" She asks.

"Good i guess, Well except for the fact I have to be around that." I gesture towards the joker clown next to me. Yumia giggles, but I notice both Kastro and Hisoka seem tense. The rest of the ride is awkward, making me shift my weight to the other foot. Being the person I am, I stumble into Hisoka. Because of the awkwardness, I look up and apologize.

Taking my original spot, begin to pick at my nails, which were whit with a baby pink accent. I then get a slap on the back of my head.

"Yah! Don't pick at those, you'll ruin them!!" Yumia scolds. I just shrug and cross my arms. Finally, the door opens and we walk out. I realize that I've never been here before, it was a dim lit room with tables. Only about 15 people were here, 2 of them being Killua and gon. They were sitting at a table, inhaling some delicious looking food. Since we were behind them, I snuck up on killua and took a macaron on his plate.

"Hey! Why'd you do that!!!", he says slapping my hands as i reach for another one.

"What? There yummy." I giggle.

"It's Ok Y/N, You can have some of mine." Gon says grinning.

"I'm Alright gon," I say waving my hands. "I just wanted to annoy Killua." I loudly whisper.

"I heard that!" 

"I know." Yumia and gon laugh at our petty argument, While I leave to get food. I feel a familiar presence following me and turn around. 

"Go annoy someone else," I say in a monotone.

"But that's not fun."
"Do I care?"

"Do you?"
This man was getting on my nerves. "No," I say and walk away, towards the drink table. I guess he takes the hint because I don't feel his eyes anymore. I pretend not to notice and fill a cup with some sort of punch. It's safe, right? Whatever, it probably won't hurt me. I just chug the whole thing, because why not? I feel fine though. Awww now I'm bored... What to do?

Oh wait! There's a Cello over there! I used to play, let's see if I still can. I sit down and tune to the best of my ability and start to play a song

(Yes I do play cello and can play this.)

I get into the music and don't realize that people start to gather, But I look up which causes me to mistake a C# For a C Natural making it sound gross. I cringe and rage quit, but then I hear cheers. Weird right? I kinda sounded out of tune but whatever. I just walk out. BY now, a lot of people have shown up and it's crowded, I can't see anyone I know but I hear a voice.

"Hello everybody, If I can have your attention for a moment," I loud speaker booms and everyone quiets. "The second part of the annual heavens arena ball will begin shortly. If you are here with a partner, please head back to your rooms and change. Part two will begin in 1 hour."

People begin exiting, some holding hands. Whereas I'm here, alone. I realize I have to go to Hisoka's room, duh mine is...Non-existant at the moment heheh. I begin to head back when I hear my name come out of a certain mouth.

"That was a nice cover, I didn't know you could play." Hisoka continues. Oh he saw that... Welp I'm embarrassed. 

"Let's head back, and get ready." He says linking our arms. I pull away.

"No hands," I demand, and we walk back.

Sorry no updates, I've been busy with studies and dance and instruments and yeah. Not that anyone reading this lol.