Sad. Its an emotion. Depression. Its a pain. Sadness can be easily cured and the deeper you fall, the easier it is for you to catch yourself. But, depression, is the opposite. The deeper you fall, the quieter your screams become. You learn to live with it. Never mistake depression for 'being sad'.
"Wow! Another match won by Y/N. She has now made it to the 200th floor. Lets wish her good luck!" Coco, the announcer shouts. I walk off the ring and back into my room, I'm not suprised to see hisoka there. He spends a lot of time in my room, apparently cause its 'more spacious'.
"Yo." I say
"Ah, hello Y/N."
"Yeah,yeah, are you excited for your match with gon?"
"Yes, but that brings me back to a thought. After my match with gon~ i will be heading to the yorknew auction. I was wondering if you will join me?"
"Sure it's not like I have anything better to do, but gon and killua already asked me. So I will be split."
"Yes,yes that will do."
"Creep" I say, and he just close eye smiles.
"So, wanna go get somwthing to eat?" He asks.
"Sure but lets sit at different tables."I say jokingly.
"Ah yes of course." He says. Playing along.
"Ok, but I need to shower, I'm disgusting. Find a place, ill be done in 30 minutes."I grab some clothes and a towel from my closet and head to the bathroom.
The warm water runs down my back, soothing all the tension. It feels great to get clean ecspecailly after a fight. I realize I've been in the shower to long and step out. Deciding to blow dry my hair, I quickly change. My Make up, well, its non existent.
(Hat included)
"Hey, sorry I took so long."
"Its fine, but where are your pants?" He says laughing.
I walk over to him and punch him in the arm rolling my eyes."Asshole."
The place we are going to is a little book cafe that's about 8 blocks away, so we just walk. The weather is really nice and so is the view, as its dusk. I pull out my phone and take some golden hour pictures, my H/C hair glistening in the sun. Hisoka chuckles at my actions. I glare and send the pictures to Yumia.(Y= yumia)(m=you)
Y: ooh sister
M:shut it
Y:😂M: me and hisoka are getting something to eat. Wanna come?we are going to ****** cafe
Y:sure, I'm already dressed but I'm bringing mark. Be there in 10.
M: mark?
Y: the guy who's room I'm staying at
M: ;-;
ReadI was so caught up in my phone, i didn't realize that hisoka had stopped. My face met his back forcefully making me wince. "Ow".
"Look ahead." He says, in a tone ive never heard.
I do, and I see a man burning someone.
"Did you hear? He ran into that phsycos little sister without apologizing so he burned him. Crazy." A man standing near me said. That's strange...... But, using fire, I know someone with a fire nen ability... I should get a closer look... I thought, pushing through the croud to get to him. As I got closer I saw he had very familiar facial features. By now, I was the closest to him. Well, besides the burning man.
"Hey!" I shout, loudly.
"Back off unless you want me to-" he looks up. "Y/N!?" I smile and wave. He puts the burning man out and walks over to me, hugging me tight. "Oh my god. I thought I would never see you again." He says, buring his face on my head. He got alot taller...
"Yeah, well here we are." We break the hug.
"You changed your hair?" I noticed it was now a light brown instead of its original color, black. "I was... Avoiding someone..." He says closing his eyes And laughing.
"You are so-"
"Y/N" I hear the voice of a certain jester.
"Who's this?" He asks, more like demands. His face is neutral.
"Ah, this is Hidori, I haven't seen him since we were 12 but, he was the only other kid my age in the neighborhood." I explain. He gives a hostial stare towards hidoris direction.
" Hidori, hisoka. Hisoka, Hidori."
I look up at Hidori, admiring his face. He really grew up to be something.( a/n- not my art, credit to artist.)
"Hello, hisoka." He says cheerfully. Though hisoka only nods.
"Hidori!!" I hear a little girls voice. Must be his sister.
"Emma!" He exclaims, taking her into his arms, she looks about 7.
" you ddint have to burn that man for me, it was no big deal..."
She pouts.
"Yeah but, I don't really care. Havent killed someone in a while."he says, smiling at her. "Oh, this Emma. And emma, this is Y/N, the girl ive told you about and this is her friend hisoka." He inform, nodding in our direction.
"Hi Y/N-Chan!! Hidori says your a really nice lady. And that he wants to-" she was cut off by Hidori shoving his hand over her mouth. She pulls it off and giggles.
"What? no hello for me~~" hisoka fake pouts adorably. Wait what no ew.
"Oh.. Sorry, hi" she says a little scared. I nudge him, Not lightly.
"Oh shit! We have to meet Yumia at the cafe. There probably there by now. Do you both want to join us?"
"YESYESYES!! Please can we go???" Emma says, begging for conformation.
"Sure, why not. We have no plans" he reply and Emma smiles and grabs his hand.
"lets go!!" She says adorably. I take the lead and head towards the cafe, hisoka next to me and Emma and Hidori behind us.
"Hey, Y/N. Didn't you say yumia was coming too?" Hidori asks.
"Sure did, why?"
"I dont know... She was really rude to me during childhood."
"Yeah... She hated you for stealing my attention hehe..."
"Well, I hope we can be friends now!" He laughs.
"Hey hisoka," I say For only him to hear. He looks at me. "Youve been pretty quiet, is something wrong?" I ask.
"Ill tell you later." He says moving closer to me. I nod.Omg guys I'm so sorry.... Ive Been busy during the school year and even more so in the summer. Ill try to update more, maybe Friday or Saturday to make up for it.
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The smile of a joker( Hisoka X Reader)
RomanceYou are a lost zoldyck Who takes the exam and meets hisoka. You hate him at first but he grows on you... Will you end with him or not