Loneliness. Its something everyone will experience at some point. Some experience it more than others. I for one experience it all the time. The feeling of being sad, empty and alone. When you have no one to love, no one to love you. Its quiet. Its dark. Its loneliness. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I woke up to arms wrapped tightly around my torso. As soon as I breathe in, I smell hisokas scent. The memories from last night come rushing in, and i realize I need to shower. I tried to get up, without waking hisoka up. "Stay." he demands "I have to clean up." He just shakes his head and holds me tighter. Then the realization hit me. Hisoka is holding me. I'm allowing it. THIS WILL NOT FLY. "Hisoka get off!!!" I shout into his ear. "No" "Get the fuck off of me you asshole!!!" "Your already so temperable in the morning." He says, but lets go. I immediately run into the bathroom, I didn't realize I needed to pee. As soon as I finished my business, I get in the shower. The hot water hits my shoulders, running down my back and steaming the mirror. It feels so good. I grab the bar of soap and run it over my body, cleaning it. I also wash my hair. When I stop the water and look out, I realize the only thing there was a towel. Oh no. Stepping out i wrap the towel around me and step out. I head over to Hisokas room and run into his closet, grabbing a shirt and sweat pants. I run out and back to the bathroom when i hear water running. He must be taking a shower that bastard, I'm going to kill him. The closet looks big enough to change so I do. But when i walk out, I'm met with hisoka in black skinny jeans that hes just pulling on. Exposing a large amount of his v-line and his while torso. I can't help but stare at his masculine figure, and he glances at me. He starts walking over. "Like what you see?" "You wish" "What if I do this? Hm?" He starts pulling down his jeans more, revealing more of his v-line. I catch myself staring and quickly look away. He just chuckles and walks away, fixing his pants and pulling on his shirt. I walk away, hitting my head. Why can't I keep my perverted eyes away from him!!! Now I just embarrassed my self. Great. I flop down on his couch, turning on the t.v. "You look good in my clothes." He comes out in the same jeans and a plaid shirt, his hair down, with a black beanie lazily placed over it. I must admit he looks damn good. "Really" I say sarcastically. "Yes, get your shoes on we are going out." "What? No." "Yes, we are going shopping." "Why?" "You need a dress, I need a suit. There will be a party held here, like there is every year." "Oh. Ok I guess. But let me get clothes from my sister, I can't go out like this." "You look fine but ok, what ever you say love~" he says. I ignore him and walk out. Luckily, yumia was right there. I forgot I didn't know where her guys room was. "Hey." I say, seeing she has my bag. Without a word, she hands it to me. I don't feel like talking so I head back into hisoka room and change. No not in front of him, in his room while he's on the couch. I come out wearing
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"You look delicious." Hisoka says licking his lips. "Your disgusting." I say. "Alright love, lets go. I can bite down on you later~" he says hungerly I just let out a sigh and walk out. As we are walking out of HA, I hear a familiar voice. "Y/N" "Hi gon, how's it been." "Good! We opened the gate and look who's here!" I look over to gons right to see killua "Yo." He says. I giggle. But once they see who's behind me a look of fear falls onto their faces. "Y-y/n. Why are you with hisoka?" Gon asks shakily. "Oh, I dont really know. Hes kind of a pain but I keep find myself coming back to him. Trouble calls the trouble maker I guess." I reply sighing. They both laugh. "Well we are entering for fights here so see you later?" Killua bids. "Bye~" Hisoka says and I can see them shiver. "So where are we going?" "A formal shop a couple miles down. You will have to get two dresses, as there is 2 parts to the party. Elegant and sexy. I will not change attire as I'm wearing a suit." "Wait.. Why are you wearing normal clothes? And also are we walking?" "One, to blend in. And yes." "Alright but why blend in?" "The dress shop is strict about dress code and all my outfits are in the washing machine." He replies. I just nod my head. We walk down the street, passing many couples. I almost felt lonley as I watched them pass. Ive never dated anyone. I guess it was obvious because hisoka asked me this. "Do want to hold my hand? We would look more natural." He asks. More like orders. He grabs my hand and squeezes it. I just roll my eyes. We arrive in about 45 mins cause we speed walked, the place is beautiful. The dresses displayed in the window are long, silky and expensive. I hope my wallet us ready. While shopping, I tried on many dresses but they all looked ugly. Well to me. I finally found one for the elegant section. When I walked out I could fell hisokas eyes on my... Whatever.
