Sorry

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Grace's point of view

It was Sunday afternoon, I had plans to meet the girls for a catch up, and it was taking me a long time to move after continuing my drinking session with matt.

That was before he left with a blonde girl with very very long legs.

I giggle to myself about the innuendo running through my head, so many dirty comments, must stop, I try not to laugh once again.

I practically ignored Adam for the rest of the evening, he looked upset but I didn't feel like I was in the wrong.

I was sick of the word sorry, that word drives me crazy, thats all i gave heard since the death of my brother and parents, it started at their funerals.

I finally got myself up from my pit of a bed, that needs the sheets changing but that would have to wait, as I force myself into the shower with a banging head, the desperation of needing water in my system from dehydration was calling along with a few paracetamol. 

Shutting off the shower I quickly, wrap a large oversized towel around my body, and another one around my hair before brushing my teeth to get rid of the God awful after taste from the alcohol.

I was far to drunk last night to brush my teeth, let alone grab a shower, I just manged to grab a glass of water as I stripped out of my clothing down to my underwear before dropping onto my bed to be taken into the arms of morpheus. 

Quite honestly, it wasn't like the alcohol helped me sleep peacefully. if anything, it brought back old memories, memories I would rather like to be kept locked up in lots of box's in the back of my mind permanently away from any living soul.

I shove on a big pot of coffee, while I trail back to my room like a slug to find something to wear, and hopefully the coffee  will help make me feel a little better.

I shove on a big pot of coffee, while I trail back to my room like a slug to find something to wear, and hopefully the coffee  will help make me feel a little better

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I decide to keep it easy and simple, a nice white dress, one of my favorite soft leather jackets, a pair of dotty tights and ankle boots to match.

I keep my hair down and straight not faffing about and a little make up.

As I finish getting ready, I head to grab my coffee, arhhhh... I say taking that 1st delightful sip, as I head to my sofa, the door bell goes, great what now I say, as I answer it to Lisa. 

Wow... you look great considering you were drinking with matt till.... what 4am, she says laughing. 

How did you know that?

Oh your fans online, they were speculating who matt was to you till he left with a leggy blonde.

She laughs walking straight into the kitchen to grab some coffee as per usual making herself at home, I shake my head trying not to laugh. 

As I go to shut the door,  a foot enter, oh princess really? matt says as I open it again.

Sorry didn't see you, I say as Colin, enters followed by Doris and the girls, and Adam, just great, I whisper holding the door open, Adam walks passed head down.

So what's the plan? I ask thought we were meeting for lunch.

We are, jess said... but we know your never on time.

Hey, I'm never late, everyone else is just simply early, I say laughing.

Lisa passes me my phone, it seems the Internet was blowing up last night Lisa tells me as I look at the pictures,and a few headlines. 

The daggers are back

The merge of the daggers and nightmarden?, said another headline with a picture of us all sat drinking

The daggers comeback

Oh my god, have you seen these headlines, I agree to one gig, and there calling it a comeback. 

Why don't you? jess asks.

Not yet, I say throwing her a look of don't ask again.

Princess, matt starts to say as he comes out if the kitchen.

Don't matt, I say holding my index finger up. As I turn ask around, you all put me in a bad position last night, you knew I wouldn't turn down doing a gig, especially when lots of fans had come in from LA just to watch us play. 

Sorry lacey, said as she puts her head down.

I just need more time, I'm still writing, so theres plenty to work on but, I'm not ready to get back touring yet. Okay?

Fine, the girls say in unison.

I'll put another pot of coffee on for you all, I need to sort a few things and we can go for food, how about uncle nicolae's restaurant.

Adam follows me into the kitchen. Please grace talk to me

Why, what is there to say? I think you said your piece last night. I sigh gripping the kitchen unit my back turned away from him, as he moves behind me, placing his arms round my waist, he whispers. 

I screw up, I don't deserve you, I don't blame you for not giving me another chance, for the record, he sighs his breath tickles my neck setting my hair to stand up, I really am sorry, he says all breathy, I swallow hard as he kisses my temple. As he goes to remove his hands from my waist I place my hands on his.

Last chance, I whisper as I turn to face him looking me straight in the eye, he kisses me, I place a hand on his well muscled chest, and one on the back of his neck deepening the kiss.

Hey grace, were are..... oh sorry, lacey says as she brings us back to reality, she walks off we laughing.

Oh who's uncle nicolae by the way?

Erm... I bite my lip, I actually have a small confession. I say quickly.

He tilts his head slightly,  looking at me.

Okay, I will just rip the band aid off so to speak, I take a deep breath, the restaurant you work at, well it's owned by my uncle, well Erm... godfather actually, but i call him uncle, I say watching his reaction.

He just laughs at me, like a shock had occurred.

What's going on? Matt asks leaning against the doorway.

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