I don't know where to begin. Emotions are a storm waiting to feel what it is exactly. Hate, love, sadness, and so, so much more. I want to love, but how can I when I want to hate? I know that resentment is not the choice to make wisely, but I want to hate, I want to remember. But I want to forgive and forget. But it hurts. Why does it hurt? Why do people insist on bringing back what hurt them? I don't know. But Eventually I have hope that I'll be able to forget and choose wisely. But for now I don't know. I tried. I really did. I won't forgive, no. I want to hate. I want to hate with a fiery passion that will be felt not just through my words. But I want people to know why I hate. Why I will continue too. But I want to forgive, but I don't. I don't know. I'm not sure what to do. I'm confused but not? Maybe I should just ignore it, but what if I'm drawn to it? I'm not sure. Bye.
