My Little Secret C.H

CHAPTER EIGHT

*Nat's POV*

    I hold Kaylee close as we watch her Barbie movie. I can't help but stare at her and think about how our lives would be so different if Calum was around. Would he of stayed? Be the father to her she deserves? I guess will never know. My mind was going everywhere and I don't know how to stop it.

I could see Kaylee's little eyes shutting. I rubbed her back whispering, "you can go to sleep baby. Mommy will take you to your bed." She didn't respond meaning she was probably almost out. I stared down at her in aw. 

*FLASHBACK (6 months after they got together)*

I played with my love's hair as he slowly went to sleep. As I watch him drift off I couldn't help but to stare down at him in "aww." He's the best thing that's ever happened to me. My life's been hell recently but its like Heaven sent down an angle to save me.

I want to spend the rest of my life with this man. He's made promises he's kept and proven to me he's going to keep them.

*FLASHBACK OVER (Present Time)*

    Little did I know that I didn't mean as much as he said. He did leave. He broke all his promises. Not only that but he shattered me and left me all by self to fix it.

I look down and see Kaylee completely out. I move very carefully so I don't wake her up. I lift her in my arms and make my way upstairs towards her room. As I lay her down I lean down to kiss her head before making my way back down stairs to clean up from our little movie night.

As I start picking up the popcorn kernels and juice boxes of the floor and coffee table my phone started buzzing like crazy. I make a confused face while sitting back on the couch and leaning over to grab my phone. I slide over to see Katie texting me.

Katie: Um explain? (Link) now pls!

Nat: Explain what?

Katie: Check the Link^^

I slowly click the link seeing about 15 pictures of me and Luke at the park. It had to of been the stupid pap's. Oh fuck no! I start panicking like no other. Oh no no. As I look through them! Luckily you couldn't tell I was holding Kaylee because of that big sweatshirt. I try to calm myself down knowing that it's not as big of a deal as I thought.

Nat: Ya I ran into Luke today. But we didn't talk. I screamed at him and ran.

Katie: How are you being so calm about this?

Nat: Well why freak out Kate? They know I live here. It's not that big of a deal.

Katie: Omg Nat that's not even the worst part! (Link) Check those out. 

Nat: Katie Chill. It's not like they know where I live.

Katie: Oh ya? Check the link! (Link)

I was trying more to calm myself down than her by saying those things. It was kind of was a big deal. Now Calum is going to know I live somewhat close to this area. I nervously click the link again but instead of twitter it took me to some random website that i'm assuming is run by the pap's. As I scrolled through these pictures they weren't me at the park.. But me walking into my apartment. Oh shit! No. But before I had anytime to react or freak out there was a slow knock at my front door.

*Calum's POV*

    After making up my mind about going to see Nat I was debating it the whole run home. I didn't think it's 100% the best thing to do but like I told Luke. She's amazing. She doesn't deserve to stay hurt.