chapter 3

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No ones pov

namjoon goes their table with park jimin,jeon jungkook and jung hoseok but what they didn't expect to see a guy sitting at their table "um hello?" Namjoon speaks up, Taehyung looks at them "oh is this your table?" He asked "yes" jimin says alittie mean "oh sorry" Taehyung starts to gets up "you can stay if you like." Jungkook says nicely unlike jimin "oh Really?" Namjoon nods " oh." He sits down as they all sit down "um so are you new?" Hoseok asks "um yes." He answers "what's your name?" Jimin asks "Kim Taehyung" he says " I'm Kim namjoon and this is jeon jungkook, park jimin and jung hoseok." Taehyung nods, they all talked while yoongi is all alone in the dorm, standing in front of the mirror, looking at his skinny body. He cries softly and quietly so no one hears him. "Where's yoongi?" Hoseok asks "he said he wasn't hungry so he went back to the dorm." Namjoon answers "ah okay." He continues eating. Yoongi walks to the cafeteria, he saw his friends with the new kid, he walks up to them. "Hey." They all look at him "oh hey Yoongi." Hoseok says "who's that?" Yoongi says rudely "that's Kim taehyung." Jimin says Taehyung look's down.
Yoongi Sits down "you're not eating?" Jungkook asks "no." Yoongi says coldly "why?" Namjoon says "no reason." Yoongi says with an attitude "are you sure?" Namjoon always had a feeling that yoongi wasn't eating but him always told he to leave it alone because it would make yoongi upset with them so they both just put the thoughts away in back of the heads "yes I'm sure dipshit." He rolls his eyes "fine." Namjoon says as he gets up and walks away. Jimin and jungkook both look at yoongi while hoseok watches namjoon walk away. Taehyung just keep looking down "what?" Yoongi says to jimin and jungkook "nothing" jimin says as he looks down. Yoongi gets up and walks off to who knows where.
And as for namjoon he goes to see jin "Hey." Namjoon says with no expression "what's wrong?" Jin asks "nothing." Jin could tell that he was lying "did something happened?" Namjoon looks at jin and then down "what happened?" Jin hugs him "he just keeps lying to me and i just want him to tell the truth." namjoon says while looking down "who?" Jin says he really wants to help his boyfriend "Yoongi." Namjoon says says he pulls away from jin "what is he lying about?" Jin says carefully not wanting to upset him "eating." He says "mm did you ask him is eating?" Jin says " no but he's just really skinny." Namjoon says as he looks at the sky. They are on the roof "that's how he always looked." Jin answer

Jin's pov

Yoongi as always looked skinny but i rarely see him eat. He says he ate or he's not hungry. Maybe namjoon's just is overreacting if he says he's fine he's fine "but he's to skinny." Namjoon says kinda mad "baby calm down he's fine i promise." I hug him. He sighs. "I love you." I says as i kiss his face "I love you too." Ha says while smiling.

Yoongi's pov

I walk back to the dorm and hear jungkook call me so i turn around "yoongi." He sounds out of breath "what?" I answer "are you okay? You looked mad." Jungkook says "yeah I'm fine." He smiles at me "good." He says as he walks away. I go into my dorm room and go to the bathroom, I open the toilet seat, lean infornt of it and sigh

~ warning throwing up~

I take a deep breath and put my fingers down my throat and throw up everything i ate. It doesn't hurt because I'm used to it. I'm used to lying to everyone I need and love.

Namjoon's pov

I hear throwing up in the bathroom and I know it's yoongi because he's the only i live with. He comes out the bathroom "are you okay?" I ask worryly "yes I'm fine." He walks to his bed and sits on it "you were throwing up." I looks at him "i wasn't feeling good." He lays down "Stop lying me, to yourself." He gets up "i am not lying Namjoon, just drop it, jin did so why can't you? Huh?" He got mad "fine." I go to the bathroom and takes shower after I get out i see yoongi sleeping and sigh and decide to go to bed so I lay down. As I'm trying to fall asleep i hear whimpering i look at yoongi
I see him moving around.

Yoongi's pov

~in yoongi's dream~

I was coming late because i was with namjoon. I know my dad is going to be mad because he has a rule don't stay out to late and it was 3:30 so yeah "where the he'll have you been!?" My dad yells at me as i walk into the house "I was with Namjoon." I says trying to get to my room "doing what?" Dad asks "stuff." I start walk up the stairs but gets pulled down by my hair "we're you fucking him!?" He pulls my hair harder "no!" I yell "don't raise you're voice at Me!" He says as he slaps me on the face. My mom isn't home because she works night shifts "I'm Sorry!" I yell as he kicks me in the face hard. He punches me, kicks me. "Dad stop!" He does. I help but cry. I sob my eyes out. He finally stops "don't be late again." He says and hits me one last time, he leaves the room, leaving me to cry. I get up in pain and try to walk to my room but the pain is unbearable he have done it before its just he over did it this Time. He started hitting me when i was about 7 i always broke stuff so he would hit me for it or hit me to let out his anger my mom tried to make him stop but it didn't work. It finally stoped when I went to college. I get to my room and lay there on floor. After a while I get up and look into the mirror all i see is a skinny body thats bruised and scarred. I hate how I look.

~end of dream~

I wake up panting and crying at the same time i look over at namjoon, thank god he's not awake, I lay back down and cry quietly because i don't want to worry namjoon.

A/N

sorry if the abuse is bad its my first time doing it

Hope you like it.




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