yoongi is an loner and doesn't talk to anyone but namjoon. he was other friends but the only he opens up to is namjoon. Taehyung is new to the bighit College.
Yoongi moved into an apartment with two of his best friends, Namjoon and Jin he was happy to live and to not live on campus. He was in his room laying on his bed waiting for him to done with Dinner, he missed taehyung because went on a trip with Jimin and jungkook, hoseok broke up with jisoo and went on a date with this guy named Jackson. Yoongi walked downstairs and went over to Jin "hey yoongs" Jin smiles at him, yoongi sighed and sat on the counter "I'm bored" yoongi whines Jin smiles at yoongi "yuan play with joon or something" Jin knew that yoongi missed Taehyung but he couldn't do anything about it, yoongi walked over to Namjoon and sighed as he sat down Namjoon looked at yoongi "what's wrong?" Yoongi looked down he realized that Taehyung was the only thing making him happy at the moment but Taehyung was going to be gone for at least another week because school starts up again in a week, they were on fall break "yeah, well at least I think I am" Namjoon put his arm around yoongi, he hated seeing yoongi sad he didn't want yoongi's to go to his old habits but little did he know yoongi never stopped being what he was doing before, they all thought he was better but we wasn't. He just knew how hide it better than before "you miss him?" He asked him yoongi bit his lip and nodded "yeah, I wish he was here with me" Namjoon smiled and looked at the tv "you like him?" Yoongi blushed softly and nodded again, Jin walked out the kitchen and put the food on the table. He sat next to Namjoon and started to eat, yoongi looked at the food and started to eat little bites he stopped after a while because he started to get disgusted he looked at the tv he made sure to wear baggy clothes so No one will notice, Jin and Namjoon were busy sucking each other faces off yoongi got up and went to his room, he sits on the bed and scrolls on Instagram he goes on Taehyung's account he saw something that caught his eye, he opened the picture his eyes went glossy his vision went blurry he put his phone down
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This was the picture he hugged his knees he knows that him and tae weren't really a couple but he really liked tae and he thought taehyung likes he to but guess not "I'm so stupid, stupid" he bangs his head against his knees, he bites his lip hard so he doesn't cry "it's my fault, I have to much problems no one will ever love me" he started to cry, he didn't want to cry but he couldn't hold it in he grabbed his phone and saw another picture
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He hated himself because he let himself fall for someone "what's wrong with me? Why does no one like me?" He covers his eyes with his hands, he threw his phone and started to cry harder, Jin came into the room "yoongi what's wrong!?" Jin was worried because he Rarely sees yoongi cry like this. Yoongi give Jin his phone he looked at the picture and sighed "it's okay yoongles, he's a jerk" Jin sat on yoongi's bed and hugged him "no one loves me Jin. Not taehyung, no one" Jin shakes his head "I love you yoongles" he smiled at yoongi, Namjoon as watching in the door way Yoongi was still sad but he felt a little better, he Laid his head on Jin lap. He closed his eyes Jin was playing with his hair, Jin want yoongi to be happy. Truly happy.
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It was the first day of school and yoongi wasn't ready to see taehyung. He was getting ready he walked over to his dresser to get some clothes but when he looked up he saw a picture of him and taehyung. His eyes watered Jin walked into his room and grabbed the picture "yoongi it's okay, let's go now" yoongi looked down and finished getting dressed. They got into the car Namjoon was driving, yoongi looked out his window as they were driving, he didn't want to see taehyung, he was mad at him but also sad they got there yoongi got out the car and saw Jimin,hoseok, jungkook and taehyung, he bit his lip and started to walk towards them "hey" yoongi said quietly jungkook looked at him and smiled "hey yoongi" he hugs yoongi, Jimin and hoseok said hi to him, yoongi looks at taehyung he looked away and bit his lip "hey yoongi" Taehyung said to yoongi he looked up at tae "hey" Taehyung tried to hug Yoongi but yoongi walked away from him, yoongi went to his first class and sat down he thought to himself "I can't let anyone see I'm in pain" he didn't want anyone to worry about him and than he remembered that Jin was going to take him to a Buffet he didn't want to eat though, he knows he should eat but he's to upset to eat but he'll eat for Jin. He stared at the broad he wasn't paying attention, he was to worried about eating later. Oh no he's going back to his habits of being scared to eat but he has to or they will be all over him. He never really realized this but there was a voice in his head always telling him that he was fat and that he shouldn't eat at all that voice had a face, it had black hair, brown eyes, it was a man, he looked about in his 20s he's name was Jinyoung he was tall he would always tell yoongi that he was ugly,fat and that he needed to stop eating. Yoongi got Snapped out of his thoughts when the teacher said class was over so he got up and grabs his bag, he goes to his next class which was math so he has a to pay attention, he looks at the broad and starts doing his homework.
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Yoongi has his last class earlier so he was on the way home, he started thinking about taehyung he wanted to talk to him but he was scared of what taehyung would say. He got home and saw Jin and Namjoon "hey get ready we are going to the restaurant in a couple minutes" yoongi nodded when Joon told him, he walked upstairs he sat on his bed because he was scared that he would throw up after all the food. They got to the restaurant, they all sat down, they all started to order and than it come up yoongi "um kimchi fried rice with chicken please" yoongi smiled softly, the waitress walked away Jin and Joon were talking while yoongi was on his phone, looking at the pictures he just stares at the pictures, the food came yoongi sighed and started to eat. He tried to eat it all but he couldn't. They were on their way home little did yoongi know, Namjoon give taehyung the key so tae can get in. They got home, yoongi went to his room he saw taehyung "what are you doing here?" Yoongi asked rudely "I need to talk to you" yoongi huffed "about what? That you lead me on? That you kissed a another person!?" Yoongi was mad, taehyung sighed "yoongi didn't mean to lead you on, I didn't mean to kissed her. It just happened" yoongi looked at taehyung "get out" Yoongi started to walk away but taehyung grabs his arm " let me go. You hurt me!" Yoongi was sad and mad, tae was the first person to like me "I didn't mean to!" Taehyung yelled back "well you did!! And that wasn't fair you were the first person who actually cared about me!! But you don't want me anymore!! You hurt me! Taehyung you hurt me so much I can even breathe!! You made me mad! You made me sad! Just get out!!" He started to cry taehyung let go of yoongi and left the room yoongi grabbed his pillow and cried into it. Taehyung looked at Joon "it didn't go well?" He asked Taehyung nodded and left the house, yoongi's was in his room "he's such a fucking idiot!" he yelled into his pillow. He cried the whole night.
