||beautiful boy|| m.yg & k.th

Chapter 17

3th POV

Yoongi closes himself off from the rest of the world, he didn't talk to anyone, everyone was worried that he went back to his old habits, he started to stop caring. It was the morning Valentine's Day and yoongi was sad and depressed because he didn't have anyone to be with. When he sees Jin and Namjoon walk around the Campus it makes him more sad. "It's fucking Valentine's Day and I have no one" yoongi said to himself, he would have tae but he's still mad at him. Yoongi walked to his class he sat down, looked to his side, Taehyung was sitting next to him "Yoongi we need to talk." Taehyung said to yoongi, yoongi shook his head "No Taehyung you hurt me." He got up not caring about his class Taehyung followed him "Yoongi please" Taehyung grabbed yoongi's arm and pulled him back "what? I don't want fucking talk to you! You hurt me Taehyung!" Yoongi yelled at taehyung and pulled away from him but tae wouldn't let him go he left pulling, "let me go now" Yoongi said to Taehyung, he was mad Taehyung started to pull him to the bathroom, he put yoongi up against the wall "Yoongi listen to me now." Taehyung grabbed onto yoongi face and made him look at taehyung "I'm sorry that I hurt you, I didn't mean to but that happened a long time ago, you have to forgive me. I can't live without you I need you yoongi." Taehyung looks down at yoongi and put his lips on yoongi's, yoongi's eyes went wide, Taehyung pulled back and smiled "I need you in my life yoongi, I love you" yoongi was surprised that loved him, he thought no one will ever love him. Taehyung looked at yoongi's face trying to see his expression looks like "yoongi? I told you I loved you" yoongi just stared at him Taehyung called yoongi twice "y-yes?" Yoongi said and looked away from Taehyung, "do you love me too?" Taehyung asked, yoongi pulled away and looked down, he didn't know what to say he wasn't sure if he loved Taehyung, he still was upset with Taehyung because of the kiss but he wanted to give Taehyung a answer "I-I don't know, I'm sorry" Taehyung sighed and smiled "I'll give you time, see you later" Taehyung started to walk away and waved at yoongi, yoongi was confused because Taehyung wasn't mad that he wasn't sure that he loved him of not.

Next day

It was a Saturday and yoongi and Jin were watching a movie, Namjoon was working so they were at the apartment alone. Yoongi looked down and bit his lip, he felt bad for not saying it back, he didn't want to hurt anyone so he was thinking about it "yoongi?" Jin put his hand on yoongi's hand and made yoongi look at him "you still thinking about it?" Yoongi nodded and sighed, he hating how Jin sees though him sometime, he laid his head jin's big ass shoulders "wanna talk about" yoongi nodded and got Comfortable, he looked at Jina and started to talk "I just feel bad jin. What if he hates me?" He said sadly, he pouted and coughed softly. "He won't hate you, he loves you" jin chuckled softly and smiled at him "not funny, I don't know what to do" he whines and laid on Jin's lap, Jin talked to him about stuff  "yoongi it's okay, just calm down" jin told him yoongi was worried that if he took to long Taehyung wouldn't love him anymore, Taehyung was the person to love yoongi in a while. "I'm just scared" jin was confused "why?" Yoongi siad and told jin the reason. He's scared because people has left to many times in his life, he wanted it to stop, he was sick of it "I'm so fucking sick of it, I just want it to stop" He hated it, he hated how his parents only want to ask him for money but he doesn't even have money to give them. He doesn't want Taehyung to leave him "yoongi it's okay, just talk to him" jin tells Yoongi that everything will be okay.
[i never been in a relationship so don't come at me]
Taehyung was at jungkook apartment, they were talking and watching tv. Taehyung got a text

Yoongi: I need to see you

Taehyung: where?

  Yoongi: your place

Taehyung: okay, I'll see you in alittle bit
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Yoongi was waiting for Taehyung at his place, he didn't knock because he knew no one was home, Taehyung shared his place with jimin. Jungkook lived with hoseok. Taehyung got there and saw yoongi "yoongi let's go inside" he opened the door and made sure jimin wasn't home, they went to tae's  room. He closed his door and sat on the bed, yoongi looked at him and sighed, he wanted to talk to him just like Jin said to. That's what he was going to, he sat across from taehyung "Taehyung. The reason I haven't been able to talk to is....I'm scared, I'm scared that your going to leave me when you find out the full story." he looked down Taehyung was confused, he didn't know what yoongi meant "what do you mean?" Taehyung asked and yoongi's looked back at him "I'll tell you the full story. It all started when I was 10, my mom left us for a different Man, my dad blame me because I was gay and I was terrible son, he hated me. He would hurt and make me do things I didn't want to do. He forced me to stop eating he called me fat and ugly, he said looked like my mother, she only wanted to see me for money, she was a whole different family. When I was 17 I tried to kill musket twice in the same year but Jin stopped me, he saved my life more than once. Please don't leave me" Taehyung was Speechless he didn't know what to say but he had to say something. "Yoongi I won't leave you because of your life" he hugged yoongi and kissed his forehead "I love you remember?" Yoongi nodded and closed his eyes. He didn't Taehyung to let go.

A/N
I've never been a relationship before so please don't get mad at me if I got something wrong and I'm so sorry for not update in a while.