Seventeen Angst

I Became Afraid- Meanie

Wonwoo's POV

Because of you became this way, I became afraid of falling inlove again.

Because of you, I bacame afraid to trust another person, love another person.

I'm afraid of falling inlove and end up hurting myself after.

Back then we were both happy. We were such a lovely couple, even if other people would laugh at us bacause we were both guys. We didn't care about them. We would still laugh and ignore them.

But what happened?

After a year of our relationship, during our anniversary you broke up with me?

I could still remember that day, its just so hard to forget. For me it's hard.

That day we spent our time together, we were lucky that it was a Saturday.

We had a free schedule. I really thought all was going according to my supposedly plan, but somehow it didn't. Or maybe your plan was the one to be made.

It happened at a restaurant, our favorite restaurant. We both ate lots of food both our favorites, I couldn't think of anything else besides of how perfect that day would be, until she came.

She went straight and sat beside you, I though she was some crazy costumer whom lost her way and end up sitting beside you. I thought somehow you were going to push her away but instead when she said "Hi babe" to you, you replied with "hey 'babe'" emphasizing the word BABE.

At that moment I snapped and realized what was happening. He was cheating on me. For a while I tried to hold it in, my tears. Until I couldn't take it anymore and stood up. They both looked at me in confusion but I didn't bother to entertain them. So I left that place and went straight to my car and went home.

My phone kept buzzing and buzzing as I head home.

I arrived with an cold air meet my face. The feeling of emptiness flooded my body. It fely so lonely like bofore I met you. As I was used to being alone, you immediately appeared in my life and made me feel the feeling of warmth and happiness.

But now I'm back at the beginning. How ironic our relationship can be, you thought me how to love and also you are the reason why I don't wanna fall in love again.