Seventeen Angst

Invisble- Lee Seokmin

Y/n Pov

I'm inlove with someone who doesn't know I exist.

These words that are lyrics from a song that is piercing deeply in my heart. I can relate because of the fact that I'm In love with you, you, a person who doesn't know I exist.

And im over thinking every word that you never said or heard. I guess happy ever after doesn't exist in the both of us. With you, who is really far away from me.

How I just wanna spread my arms and hoping you would embrace me with a warm hug. How I wish I would be the one whom you would depend on always. And the one whom you love the most.

But somehow as I wake up every morning, the cold breeze that slaps my face everytime I wake up, makes me forget about my dream about you and me. A dream of us together but then it only remains a dream.

Avoiding this disaster isn't impossible if my heart is beating faster every time I see you anywhere. It's like I'm reaching for a star which I can't ever reach..

I'm inlove with someone, who doesn't know I exist...

Standing from afar with my broken heart while I play pretend. Every time I see you during your live interviews and concerts, how I wish I am the only one who can see the happiness and sadness in your face.

I'm inlove with someone, who doesn't know I exist.

And it's you, yes it's true. You won't ever know it, I can't ever win.

Am I invisible?

Should I let you go cause you won't ever know how much I'm praying while I'm laying low.

Am I invisible?

Will you ever see what you do to me? break my heart in the dark so easily.

Am I invisible?

I would always get you in my mind, got me feelin down. What have you done to me? Cause I'm tripping over my own feet in the magic at the best for me.

I'm falling for you slowly from the distance. But I know you wont even other to look at me.

Besides who am I to be acknowledge by someone like you?

Im just a nobody watching you from afar, supporting you, loving you.

But I can never have you.

Because Im just a fan of yours.