I don't wanna talk about it...

12) Out of State

I start to stress. This never happened to me before. I've tried to talk to Gene and he's been busy trying to get into colleges. Garroth isn't talking to me. Neither is Zane. My mom and my dad have nothing to deal with me. Vlyad is the only one that helps me out. 

Time skip a few months~

I'm now 18, about to start senoir year, and now a mom. Well not really. When she was born, She got taken away but it was for the best. I couldn't take care of her. I have school work to do and I really couldn't take care of something so big. 

I walked downstairs. Everyone was in the living room watching home movies. They had one on of me with paint all over my face and hands. I smile remembering that moment. The next clip was a photo of me and Blaze in a tree when we were young. I couldn't help but noticed that my ears were pink. I blushed and walked down the stairs more. The last stair creeked and Garroth looked at me. He just stared as I stood there. He scoffed and turned back to the tv. 

I sigh and went to the kitchen. I went to the pantry and found a poptart. Nothing much but the best I could do since my family didn't tell me when it was time for supper. 

Garroth walked into the kitchen and looked at me. I shut the pantry door and hopped up on the counter. He scoffed and looked at me weird.

"What? You choose to hate me but we're siblings. You're stuck with me through out your life." I state.

"I don't hate you." He replies and jumps on the counter next to me.

"Then you dispise me?" I ask and look at him weird.

"I don't dispise you. When did you learn big words?"

"Dispise is not a big word. Actually quite small." I look at him. We make eye contact so I look back at my poptart. "If you don't hate me, then why haven't you talked to me the past few weeks? You know, I'm in as much pain as you are. I just lost a kid. I didn't want to give her away."

"You found out the gender?"

"Yeah. I wish Gene was there for the birth. He helped a lot at the beginning. But, he had college and so do we. Speaking of college, have you picked one?" I change the subject because it was hard to talk about my baby. 

"Oh. Um. I was thinking about going out of state. You know. To get away from everything here." He stated. It made me sad because I was thinking about staying here with Gene and my friends. "What about you? Where are you going?"

"U-Um. I don't know. I was thinking about staying here with Gene. But I don't know." 

"If you go to a different one, we'll stay in touch. You know that." He punched my arm lightly. I smiled and told him I'm going to bed. He smiled, now knowing that I'm good. 

I walked into my room and start to pack my backpack. I packed most of my clothes. I thought about bring my phone but they could track me so I didn't.

I planned this for a long time. Even though, Garroth and I had a nice chat. I was always going to leave. 

After packing, I went to my desk and wrote a few notes. I wrote one for every member of my family. I wrote one to Gene. Finally, I wrote one to Blaze. 

I left the 5 letters to my family on my desk and kept the ones for Gene and Blaze. I put on my backpack and walk to my window. I slowly open the window, trying not to make any noise. 

I walk to my car and carfully start it. I pull out of the driveway and went to Genes apartment. 

(666) I knocked on the door, placed the envalope on the floor, and ran.  

I pushed the elevator button and waited. I herd a door open Sure enough, It was Genes. A girl walked out in skimpy clothes. Gene walked out after her. He bent down, picked up the envelope, and looked around. He saw my small frame and walked up to me. He put his hand on my shoulder and I run to the stairs. I could hear footsteps behind me. 

Everything else was a blur. 

Hey guys. Sorry for not updating. My dad just recently knee surgury. also might disscontinue this book because idk how to write this anymore. I'm probably just end it next chapter. peace

-Souras