I don't wanna talk about it...

14) The Final goodbye...

Gene's POV

Gene,

I'm sorry. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm sorry that I'm not the girlfriend that  I  could have been. I'm sorry that I don't understand. What this life really is. sometimes I  wish I could peacefully fade. No more stress. The pills are just right there--

I stop reading. I didn'y notice 2 things. 1, I was crying, 2 the light in the bathroom was on. I open the door and there she is. (Y/N) Was in the bathtub with cuts on her arms. I couldn't say goodbye. She was the only one that could really cheer me up. 

There was a knock on the door. I slowly go and open it. There stood someone I couldn't face. 

Garroth's POV

(Y/N) left me a letter on her desk. I wasn't too happy. It was she was at Genes or at Blazes. 

I go to Genes. We still talked ever so offten. When I knocked on the door, he was crying. He let me in his house. I didn't know what to say or do. 

I look around. I really needed to go to the bathroom because Gene lived far away and after reading the letter, I jumped in my car and came over here. 

I opened the door to the bathroom. Before Gene could stop me, I saw her. My baby sister, in a bathtub, full of water and her own blood. 

I couldn't say goodbye. Looking back on it know, I was never there for her. No one was. 

I called up Blaze.

"Hey Blaze? Do you know where Gene lives?"

"Yea. Why?"

"Come to his place." After telling him that, he hung up. 

"How could you let this happen?! She was in your presence! You could've helped her!" I broke down. Gene ran over to me before I could fall to the floor. 

She's gone. I can't believe this. I never got to say goodbye. How do I tell her friends? How do I tell Mom, dad, Vlayd? ZANE?! 

The door was still wide open for anyone to come in. Blaze walked into the apartment to see me sobbing on the floor, comforted by Gene. 

Blazes POV

I park my car outside of the complex. Walking up the stair, flashbacks came to my mind. I came up here once to beat up Gene for using (Y/N) for his own pleaser. I was also here when I was younger. My mom was single at the time and couldn't afford a big enough house. 

After walking in, I see Gene holding Garroth on the floor. A single tear ran down my cheek knowing those 2 wanted nothing to do with each other. So something was off. 

Gene looked up and pointed to an open door with the lights turned on. I slowly walk over to the door. At first, I saw a picture on the wall. It was a photo of a sunflower. (Y/N)s favorite flower. Once I make it to where I'm straight in front of the small room, I see her. 

She was in a bath with red water. I quickly run up to her and try to talk to her. But it was too late. She was gone. 

I can't believe this.

I didn't do anything.

I walked out on her when I should've stayed. 

She needed me. 

Yet I wasn't there for her.

I blamed her.

This is all my fault.

No matter what.

A Couple Months Later

Zane's POV

Ya know, you never really appreciate someone once their gone. She was my twin yet I didn't care for her when she needed me most. I ignored her. Yet, she forgave me. I got to read the letter she wrote me. Same with Vlayd. Mom and Dad got to read theirs right after Garroth told them. Lets just say, the cried so much, I don't think they have any more tears. 

But today was the worst day. Her birthday. And her funeral. She was always saying she wanted her funeral on our birthday. 

"Ok. Is everyone ready?" My mom asked with some tears.

"Yeah. I'll drive." Garroth said. 

Damn. I'm going to miss my weird and stupid sister. 

5 Years Into The Future

Gene's POV

Today was one of the worst days every. All it's been was gloomy and I've just had so much bad luck. 

Other than that, I was going to the graveyard. Today was (Y/N)s and Zane's birthday. I thought I would honor her. 

Walking up to her grave was so hard. I never got to say a proper goodbye. Pulling out a peace of paper, wind blowing softly. Just enough to blow the hair off my forehead. I clear my throught. 

"(Y/N). This is really hard to come here, tell you why I never went to your funeral, why I had to leave without saying goodbye. (Y/N), I liked...like you. You were so caring and so humble. You weren't stuck up like every other girl in Phoenix Drop. You were special. I wish I told you this. But I couldn't. It was just too hard to tell you I liked you. But, when I saw you under the slide that day, I thought, why not walk up to her right now. That led us to the day you got pregnant." I thought for a second.

Your POV

I herd my name from down below. I saw Gene. I walk out of Heaven and onto the ground in front of my grave. He starts to talk to me. Well, to my grave. 

"That led us to the day you got pregnant." He stopped for a second. Thinking.

"Speaking of our daughter, I got her back. She was in the foster system and I got her out of it. She's super sweet and--" That's when I stopped listening. He has our daughter!?

He says the reason he didn't come to my funeral was because he was getting our daughter. I couldn't believe this. Though he's tough on the outside, he's super sweet and will make a good dad.

"Goodbye (Y/N)" With that, he places a single sunflower on my grave and slowly walks away. 

Man I miss everyone.

Hey guys!!! Long time no update. I'm sorry but my main computer broke and I can't get that fixed until the begging of school. But, this is going to be the end of this book. I'm super sorry but it's the best I could do over the summer. I've been supper busy with family, friends, and camps over the summer. My birthday is coming up soon too. This is Savannah signing off

-Souras

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