Now I am back to telling you on how much I love this certain girl, but that certain girl loves one boy, and that one boy loves the girl back as well, and I gave them my upmost support, but even though despite knowing that they have feelings for each other, the girl still rejects the boy, and they continue to be friends till now. I cannot change her mind, for it is her decision and I have learn to accept that decision, I love her so much that I have to distance myself away sometimes from her. Why? Sometimes you can't just explain why. I, somehow just suddenly distance myself from her often, and keep a close watch at her, admiring her, but sometimes I would go to her and have fun with her while I still have a huge amount of time, she is just very cute with that chubby cheeks of hers. I am always smiling right in front of her, actually I am always smiling on the outside:
"I smile not for that I am happy
But sometimes I smile
To hide my sadness"
I have kept up with this facade for 2 years, I have kept my feelings for 2 years, I had confessed to her and she rejected me over and over again, but I do not falter, I am not planning on giving up this feelings, if I have waited this long just to get her love, then wait I shall. I often imagine bewitching piano music on a beautiful scene, and I saw her standing there, waiting for me at the end of the cliff watching the ocean, and with her back facing towards me, together with her long dress and her hair, dancing with the flowers as they are being blown by the wind. The music keeps getting better and better as time progresses, I took her by the hand and we dance together with the wind, and then the scene cuts.
Next I found myself sitting in a row boat, and she is sitting right in front of me wearing a beautiful white dress as we stroll over calm waters, and I am right in front of her wearing all white as well, but this time she can't see me, and she is sad that she couldn't see me, soon after, the calm water then turned to black pits of tar, then I showed up standing on the ocean of tar, when she look at me, she smiled, then she stood up and when her toes touch the dark ocean. Everything became clear, the water became clear, the ocean reflects the sky, and I hold her hand tightly as if saying I won't let go:
"One day you'll meet someone
who will squeeze your hand
And will never let you go"
Then the scene change again, but this time all I see are clouds, nothing but clouds, suddenly two children wanted me to stood up, and so I did, and then I saw her, underneath the shade of a big and tall tree, just standing there all gracious in every way. I saw the two children running towards her as if they are carrying wonderful news, then she look back and I see her smile, so warm. I am just sitting here in this so called paradise, looking at this never ending world as it stretches on and on, together with the bewitching piano music that had accompanied the scenes the entire time. I walk going to the tree where she is currently waiting for me, and I held her hand and we danced again with the wind:
"Right now in this moment
I don't think 'forever' exists, but you do
Every moment is timeless
As long as I am with you
Is forever just a wishful illusion?
No it isn't"
Remember this is my only imagination and my feeling for her.
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My Point Of View
RomanceEverything what the person see in his own point of view. A story of a boy and the things that he had seen and been through.
