Hanging Out With The Author

I miss you Jonghyun...

I am so incredibly sorry that i couldn't write and update you to recent news, but i was so busy with school and i just couldn't bring myself to write.

If you know me, then you know that i love k-pop. One ove my favourite k-pop singers is Kim Jonghyun. He was (is) a member of the well known Korean group, Shinee. Unfortunately, he passed away on December 18, 2017. He commited the worst sin... He took his own life.

Well, I'll cut straight to the point, these past few days i had this weird feeling of emptiness inside of my (dark) soul. I miss him, his smile, his eyes... Sure i can see him in photos and listen to his music on YouTube, but it's not the same. And when i think about how many songs he could sing if he hadn't ripped himself so forcefully off the face of the Earth, it just kills me on the inside (I'm already dead anyways...). The thing is we could have saved him. If only we paid more attention to his tears... But not it's too late... He's gone and he's never coming back...

Anyways, sad stuff aside, i think i am going to erase my two other books and I'll try to update more often on this one... I really do not know what to do with myself, I'm a bit all over the place but, I'll manage.

I guess I'll see you guys soon then... Bye bye~