Marcus & Martinus Imagines

65: marcus • "soon we're all leaving"

Music Twenty One Pilot's Leave The City

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"We are all leaving soon", my best friend Janette said watching deep into the sunset. I changed my look into her and I nodded.

"And we will not meet again", I heard a young man's voice next to Janette. Janette changed her look into him, like I did too.

"Of course we can meet again, Marcus", Janette said. It's true, we can still meet, none is telling us we couldn't. It's just about us are we going to keep in touch and are we going to plan a meeting together. I saw how my beautiful best friend got up from the roof's edge and walked little bit away from it.

"Guys, I'm going to take my stereos from downstairs, I'll be right back", she said and ran to the door. I just nodded for an answer while watching after her.

"Is it sad to go different schools with your best friend?" I heard Marcus' voice. I turned my eyes on his beautiful ones.

"It's kinda, but it's her dream go to college, not mine" I explained.

"What's your dream then?" he asked.

That was a very good question, because I haven't thought of that. Or of course I had.

"I don't know", I answered quietly and I turned my look back to the beautiful sunset.

"Tell me, you know you can tell me", I heard his calm voice next to me. I smiled by myself.

What my dream was? It was going to spend my rest of my life with him, Marcus, and became a singer like him. I wanted to write songs and realize them to the world. I don't care would I or not have concerts or audience or fans. I just wanted to write down my thoughts and do songs, sing them and have fun with Marcus. I wanted to get kids with Marcus and have a dog, spend an amazing life with him. But because I haven't ever opened my mouth, I know it could be late now, because we're all gone tomorrow.

"They're nothing", I chuckled embarassed and I slowly turned my look to Marcus. He looked me with his listening look on his face. I knew he wanted to know and he would listened. But I just didn't want to confess my feelings for him right now.

"Y/N/N, please, I beg you", he said putting his fingers around eachothers and watching me with his puppy eyes. I giggled and I looked down from the egde.

"Have you ever thought of jumping? From here?" I changed the subject. First I didn't hear an answer, so I soon found my eyes in Marcus again.

"Yes", he wishpered.

That was a surprise for me, because I thought he is happy, he has friends, family and he is able to do what he wants and loves the most.

I saw how Marcus changed his look to the city below us.

"There is those days when you just hope this all could be gone, and you hate yourself so much that you could do everything to make it stop", Marcus continued wishpering.

"Sometimes I hate myself so much", then Marcus looked at me.

"But then when I start to hang out with my family, friends, you", he explained and slowly turned his look away again. Why he mentioned me differently than our other friends?

"And I see my fans edits or messages somewhere, I really realize there is people who cares", he explained.

I didn't answer anything to him. I wasn't shocked, but little bit surprised of that. We weren't that close even we were always hanging.

I looked carefully Marcus who watched the sky and city.

"I want to be a singer", I said breaking the silence between us. I saw how Marcus turned his eyes on me.

"I wanna write own songs and publish them and if it is possible, I wanna do concerts", I contiuned. Then there was a silence again. When Marcus was opening his mouth I opened my mouth before him and I said:

"And I want to spend my rest of my life with you", I added watching deep into his brown eyes. He seemed wordless.

"You ready have an amazing party before we all leave from this shitty city!" I heard Janette's voice and I heard also quiet music coming from her stereos. Then I soon realized she was sitting between me and Marcus.

And I knew I can't see Marcus ever again.