Marcus & Martinus Imagines

53: marcus • "i saw it"

Music: Daughter's Lifeforms

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"You're into her", I said, laying my eyes onto his. He looked at me with confusion on his face.

"I don't know what you're talking about".

I knew, he doesn't want to confess it, confess that he is in love with someone. Or yes I know, he isn't my boyfriend, we're just best friends but I'm having feelings for him, because, well, he is everything. Kind, fun, loyal, everything what you can hope from a boy. But it seems like he isn't into me.

"You like Diana", I remind him and I put my hands around themselves.

He just keeps staring at me.

"Maybe, so what?" he asked and confessed.

Like a knife pierces my heart.

"Nothing", I said and I laid my eyes down that my hair would have hid my eyes and tears. Yes I was crying. But boy who I love doesn't love me back, it hurts. And yes, I'm jealous for Diana.

"It's something, I see it", I heard Marcus' voice. I tried to calm myself down. I don't want to cry right now.

"Tell me what it is", Marcus asked when I picked up my wet eyes to him.

"I said it's nothing", I said feeling my tears on my cheeks. I was crying and watching deep down to my crush's eyes.

"Y/N..", Marcus said and took few steps closer me but I took few steps astern.

"Don't", I said. He seemed worried about me.

"Is everything okay?" Marcus asked worried. I sighed and I laid my eyes down.
"Marcus", I started.

I laid my eyes on the ground few seconds. Then I picked up my eyes back to him.
"I love you, okay?" I told him and I didn't care if I would get hurt because he doesn't feel the same but I wanted the jealously out of my body, so I knew I have to say that to him.

"And I want to be honest", I added.

Marcus just stared at me. I saw little confusion from his brown eyes.

"I've loved you always, since we met first time, and I kinda actually thought you would seen it but you didn't, ever", I told him.

"And now you've been talking about Diana so long time so I wanted to let this out of my mouth, because you know.. I'm jealous", I sighed telling that, because I think it's kinda embarassing to be jealous for her.

"And I know we're best friends", I added. Then I put my head down. I shouldn't have told him that. Now we can't be ever friends again.

Soon I felt a warm hand on my jaw, picking up my head from down. Soon my eyes met the brown ones.

"I saw it", Marcus said, making my heartbeat going faster.

"But I wasn't sure", he added and pulled me closer him.

"So I didn't do anything, I was scared I could ruin our friendship", he looked down, to our foots.

"But I love you too Y/N", he said after long silence and picked his look back to me when I put my lips against his.

I've been really busy with school. I've only three weeks left so my holiday starts, so I'll be focusing on school now but when my holiday starts I'll post more! <3