Marcus & Martinus Imagines

63: marcus • "no panic"

Music: Halsey's Drive

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"Look at him, he is with Ariana now", my best friend since third grade said and pointed at the other side of the hallway. There is him. Marcus Gunnarsen. My long time crush, who has been crushing to me too since second grade. And how do I know it? His brother is Fiona's, my best friend's boyfriend. And usually, we are hanging together.

"Why he keeps playing with every girls' minds?" Fiona asked and opened her locker. I kept my eyes on Marcus still, and I watched how he started to have a show with his new girlfriend. And with the show I mean, making out session in front of everyone at the school.

"He is an asshole", I said and I finally turned my look away, when they really started to get intensive.

"He is not", I heard a voice what belongs to two person. Marcus and Martinus. But this one was Martinus', because Marcus' voice tone is deeper than Martinus'.

I saw the guy leaning his flank to the lockers next to me. He put his arms around eachothers and he watched me without a smile. He was not mean, he just did not like me that much, or he did not like the way I talked about his brother sometimes, when it was about his girlfriends and other dating stuff.

"Why is he like that?" Fiona asked from his boyfriend and took couple books from his locker and closes it.

"He is scared", Martinus changed his look to his girlfriend. His look became more nice when he talked with his boyfriend and his eyes were full of love watching at her.

"What do you mean?" I asked and kept my eyes straightly on Martinus'.

"He is scared of what he really feels, he is scared of a real relationship", he explained and turned his look first to me, then his brother who was talking with his girlfriend.

"Have you seen that he is always flirting with girls, but not dating with them?" Martinus asked. I turned my look to Marcus' way.

"Ariana is his first girlfriend", Fiona pointed out. What is actually true, because every girl Marcus has been flirting with, have not been his girlfriend. Ariana is the only one. But everyone have got the vibe that Marcus has been dating with many girls. With them who he has been flirting with. He gives that vibe for everyone.

"He is scared of showing his real feelings for the girl he really likes, you, so he hides it flirting with other girls and dating with them", Martinus explained. There is a point in that, because of course if you are scared of your own feelings, you will do something what makes you really forget them.

"But I do not understand why he does that if I like him back?" I turned my look to Marcus' twin.

"Have you ever told him that?" Martinus asked and rose up his other eyebrow. I did not answer anything, because I have not ever told him.

"Yeah, that is why he acts like that, he does not know", Martinus said and walked past me beside his girlfirend. He laid his other arm around Fiona's neck while I followed his moves. I put my arms around eachother and I watched that couple in front of me.

"It is up to you", Martinus said and pulled Fiona's closer to him.

"Why he has not spoken with me?" I asked.