I Will Take Care of You

Chapter 37- Phonecall

Dalliyann's POV

Waking up sleeping next to Nahseem . This must be a dream . His arms wrapped around me and his lips softly against my shoulder. The bristles from his beard softly rub against my skin . It tickles . I kiss him on his chest and he wakes up . We stumble around the bed until he gets my leg up , i start to shake , Then suddenly i feel my phone vibrate, i sit up to see who it is

Its a call from Quashawn from jail in the morning and he wants me to visit him . A part of me tells me no , he killed your first love ( Zanee ) but another part tells me to go because of the love i once had for Quashawn . I tell him i will come ... Then i hang up the phone .

" who was that ?" He asks

I stare at him then at the phone " nobody baby " i continue to play with him until we started where we stopped and made sweet love .

Afterwards i feed my babies and put them in the car so i can take them over Amyra's house because Nahseem as to go to work . Im scared to leave my new borns anywhere but i must get this done . On my way to the jail i pick up Jazmine .

" does Nahseem know your going to see him?" Jazmine asks as I'm driving

I shake my head no , shamefully and hold in my tears .

" now Dalliyann you know you shouldn't be doing this !" She yells

I know i shouldn't be seeing Quashawn . I know i should despise him . I do but god says forgive .... I knew Qua since high school . He was my baby's father ... He's my babies father . My first time . My first love . I can never forgive him but i cant ever forget him ethier ...

" Dalliyann do you hear me ? !" Jazmine yells

I snap out of my thoughts

" Jazmine just ... Drop it . Just shut up -" i wipe the tears from my eyes that have been rolling down my face as i was thinking "please ."

For the rest of the car ride , we were silent . Memories of Zanee come back to me and before the thoughts became unbearable , I pull up to the jail parking lot . Jazmine and I walk in and Sign all the papers we need to actually get in the building .

Walking over to the table he was sitting at was nerve racking and i could feel all these a different emotions and thoughts flowing through my head .

" Dalliyann" he smiles , my face stays the same . Then he turns to Jazmine " hey Jazz!"

Jazmine stays silent .

" i'll wait in the car " she says dryly and leaves ,

I take a seat across from from, separated by the table . I pull out my phone and pull up the pictures of Jordan and Jermaine . I put it on the table then show him .

He stares for awhile . " who's kids are they ?!" He looked up at me angrily .

" mine. " i say simply

" ours?"

I shake my head yes .

" my two angels" he laughs a little

I remember when he use to call Zanee , his angel . I just try to hide my anger and 25-40 minutes went by and i left . I couldn't take the conversation . Memories . Him. So i was escorted out of the jail by police officials who arrested me for stabbing him in the neck with a pen .