I Will Take Care of You

Chapter 21- its not the childs fault ...

Saiyer's POV

* 2 weeks later *

Alaysha's been in the hospital for two weeks now , they're releasing her today . Im taking her back to our old house , where i now live by myself . My son Samir is visiting so he comes with me to pick her up from the hospital .

" hey babe" i say as i first walk into her room ,

She still badly bruised up and hasn't been really talking much .

" hi Saiyer " she says with no emotion , then she turn to samir and smiles

" come here baby boy " she says almost happily , he runs over to her and she gives him a big hug and kiss

" hii LayyLayy " he giggles as she tickles him ,

" you ready ? " i ask , she stop tickling him and puts him down. She nods her head yes and get into the wheel chair the doctor said she could keep because she needs it for about a week or so ...

I grab her bags in her room and Samir carried the flowers and balloons we brought for her . When we get down to the Hospital parking -lot i help her into the car then fold up her wheel chair into the trunk and out everything else into the trunk as well.

When we were all set and ready , i got strapped samir in the back and got into the car myself . As i started driving i notice the blank look on Alaysha's face but i didn't say anything .

Alaysha's POV

All these thoughts and mixed emotions thats run through my head . I don't wanna go hime with Saiyer , i wanna go to my house and lay in my own bed , alone .

I especially feel some type of way about Samir being here with us but he's a child it isn't his fault for his father and mother's stupid mistakes .

We pull up to the drive way of my old ... Our old house , which is now Samir's and he unlocks the door first then carries me inside . When we get inside , he dits me on the couch and then brings the rest of the bags in with samir .

" wheres Amyra?" I ask looking around

" she lives with her boyfriend now " he says as he brings in the last of the bags .

" oh ...."

For a couple of minutes everything is silent , everything is too quiet . Until Samir says he hungry .

"Well what you want?" I ask him smiling

" i wanna go to Friendly's !" He screams happily , i pick him up and sit him on my lap

" me too !" I scream

We both yell at Saiyer to takes us to Friendly's and after ten minutes of begging, he gives in and we go!

We get to Friendly's and have a good time , after we leave we go to Chucky Cheese just because we could. Around 8pm we headed back home , Saiyer carried me inside again and we both put Samir to bed . As i was reading Samir a bed time story , Saiyer just sat there and listened . When samir finally fell asleep , Saiyer pushed me into " our " room and helped me change into my Pj's and he sat me on the bed.

We both laid there in silence then he finally spoke .

" i regret it . " he says calmly

I look at him confused because i have no clue what he's talk about

" i wish i stayed faithful . It wouldve never came to this. You moving out and finding love in another,,, sneaking around his back until he snaps nd tries to kill you ." He sighs and look into my eyes " If i would've known what i great mother you actually could be-"

I cut him iff because I'm allergic to bullshit . I know he is sincere but he's just saying too much .

" so what your saying is .. You cheated because you didnt know thst would be a good mother?" I ask angrily because that makes no sense .

" no . I have no excuse for cheating . But i say ... If i knew you wouldve stuck through all this ahead of time and you really would take care if a child i made with someone else while i was with you and you still take care and nurture that child .... There would be no child ." He says shamefully " i should've known how much you loved me .."

I sit there silent because what he saying is sweet but also an asshole would only bring it up .

" its not Samir's fault for your stupidity . He's dine nothing to me . So to treat as if he did ... Would be wrong . I love Samir because of the child he is not for the child who he belongs to ." I say simply and turn my back towards him " good night ."

He tried to turn me over so we can continue to talk longer but i shrug him off . He takes a blanket with him and a pillow and goes downstairs , i guess to sleep alone. So i turn out the light and go to sleep too.