I Will Take Care of You

Chapter 11- You have to choose .

Alaysha POV

I wake up on the cold hard ground flashbacks of last nights arguments consume my mind . I climb into the tub and with my clothes on i turn the cold water and shower on and just sit there . As it gets unbearably cold i put the stopper in and when it fills up and hold myself under water . Close to passing out i hear the door open and Saiyer turns off the tub foists and then pulls me out the tub . I start to cough up water .

" Alaysha can you hear me ?" I hear him frantically call " Alaysha ?!

I shake my head yes and he strips my clothes off me and carries me into my bedroom where soon everyone in the house surrounds me . Coming to full consciousness i quickly become embarrassed and start to cry .

" are you okay baby ?" Ask Dalli as she starts to rub my , what feels to be frozen , back .

I shake my head yes and then Saiyer asks everyone to leave the room so we could have a private moment . Everyone leaves the room , leaving me and Saiyer alone .

He sits at the edge of the bed looking like he's trying to pull together sentences but fails . I sit there in shameful silence realizing , yes i was going to kill myself .

" Alaysha , you wouldve -"

" died ." I simply state

" if i didnt come home you wouldve been -"

" gone ." I look at my feet then back up at him , he's stareing at me trying to figure out what to say

" you know -" i say pulling the covers on me " you already killed me .... "

He looks at me confused

" you , your babymom and your baby have murdered me ." I say dryly " now what do you want? What did you come back for ?!"

There a split second of silence , then i ruin it

" huh Saiyer ?! Anwser-"

" You! You! Alaysha ! I can back because i love you " he cried , he got on his knees " baby , i cant lose you and you proved if i leave than i will really lose you !!"

I start rocking back forth for awhile as he's on his knees. Theres more silence . I just feel a huge split come between us ..

" where did you go last night?" I ask

" a hotel , ask Myra "

" i believe you . Surprisingly . " i say getting off the bed walking to the dresser, i get dressed into some sweats and a loose nike shirt . " i want you to call Sasha and tell her all of us need to talk , including Dalliyann."

Saiyer shakes his head in agreement and gets off his knees .

" i need you to do it now ." I say demandingly

" okay " he pulls out his phone

" no go get her . "

He looks at me and nods yes and leaves the room . As he leaves the room Dalliyann comes in .

" have you lost your mind?!" She rants

" i have." I say grabbing my nike hoodie off the ground

" you could've really killed yourself ..."

" thats what i was aiming for . " i say simply, she stares at me as i walk out the room

I walk downstairs into the kitchen

" auntiiee auntiie" i hear Zanee call

I look down and there Zanee was wrapped around my leg , i pick her up and swing around .

" hey monkey !" I tease .

Then she wines so i put her down and she runs upstairs , i laugh And look down at my stomach and shake my head .

I go and eat a snack then hear a knock at the door so i go answer it . Its Sasha , two little boys and Saiyer. I shake my head and call Dalliyann to come down .

" please sit at the dinning room table , um i"ll just take the two boys upstairs if thats okay "

The bitch ... I mean Sasha nods okay and i take the boys upstairs and bump into Dalliyann in the hall way . I tell her to leave Zanee in their room so we could talk to Saiyers side bitch ... I mean baby mom.

Dalliyann and I both walk downstairs and sit at the dinning room joining Saiyer and Sasha.

" so i wanted to talk to you , Sasha, about a money arrangement .." I say professionally

Sasha sucks her teeth and rolls her eyes . " are you assuming i broke?!" She snaps

Dalliyann hops out her seat "bitch did she say -"

I put my arm in front if Dalliyann, signaling for her to sit down.

" No. I assuming you're gonna want money for your and his baby . Correct?" I say smartly

She sits back in her chair and smirks " yes i would ." She says daintily

" do you have a job?" I ask

" no but my family has plenty of money " she giggles

" then why the hell you need this nigga to give you money?!" Dalliyann jumps out her chair

" Dalli sit the hell down !" I scream

" hell no ! Why the fuck this tramp playing ?! She know we dont got money like that B!" Dalliyann sits down and crosses her arms

I smooth out my shirt and turn back to problem #1 .

" how much money we talking per month while your pregnant ?" I ask

" 200 cash " she says as she smirks at Saiyer

" reasonable , " saiyer co signs

" coming out your pay check and your pay check alone ,nigga " i say towards Saiyer the i direct my attention back on Sasha . " how much when the baby is here?"

" 100 cash per two months " she says folding her arms

" why so little ." I ask kind've confused

" i heard your peanut gallery say y'all struggling . By then i wont be as mad when the baby is actually here but right now I'm pissed " She says as she rubs her stomach " i actually want to make another agreement ..."

" that would be ?" I raise my eyebrows

" first six months , Saiyer moves in with me !" She says confidently

" oh hell naw !" Yells Dalliyann

" bitch get out we sticking with the first -"

Saiyer cut me off .

" will i have to pay any money for that amount of time or during this time ?" Saiyer asks

" none at all , all you have to do is move in" Sasha smirks

" oh hell nawh ! Bitch! " Dalliyann tried to jump across the table at Sasha bit I restrain her

" are you really thinking about this !?" I ask

" it could save us money ! I could give my pay check to you and move in and be taking care of by her "

" so you will be a family with her " tears start to stroll down my face " but you couldn't start a family with me ?" I run upstairs and Dalliyann goes into her room as well .

Saiyer stays downstairs for a good 15 more minutes and then cones upstairs .

" baby listen to me -"

I cut him off to save myself from the bullshit about to spore out his mouth

" you make your decision. You move in with her and we're done or you stay here with me and pay that bullshit money ." I say and turn over and face the wall. "Choose !"