Troubled Youth

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BILLY'S POV:
I wake up my head pounding like a bitch, I look over seeing Coy wtf ? I'm in the same clothes as yesterday ugh I get up, walking around I punch Coy in the back.
"What the fuck?!" Coy grumbled
"Go home" I say annoyed walking into my bathroom
"Billy check your gallery when your done" Coy yelled so I could hear him, why my gallery ugh great; after I'm done with my shower, I walk out and get dressed. I'm wearing sweatpants and a sports bra as my hair lays against my back, I walk over to my phone unplugging it and unlocking it sliding my finger across the screen clicking on gallery, I started chuckling I was messed up man I hook my phone to my printer, I clicked all 3 of the pictures that I liked. As the printer did it's job I got it to print two of each,  I put on some tennis and grabbed the pictures. Well Coy you got to see me goofy not many do, he was actually smiling at the camera, I get to the kitchen seeing my aunt
"Where are you going" She asks
"Dropping these pictures off at Coys and going for a run" I said patting the pictures against my palm
"Okay" she said smiling, I gave her a weird look as I left out the door, walking to Coys house after walking what felt like hours, I got to his door. I went to go knock and I hear two people arguing I think it's his parents, I turned away I started to leave
"Hey billy? What are you doing at my house?" Coy asked
"I uh was going to give you these" I say walking up to him handing him the pictures. He was wearing a tank top and basket ball shorts,
"Their great thanks" he said smiling I had a lot on my mind, I felt that if I leave now I could run and feel free.
"You okay?" He asked I scratch my head
"Yeah I, I'm going to run I'll see you later" I say as I took off running, I can't have attachments I always ruin them. It's weird because I haven't heard from Charlie since the dinner, I feel like he's gay no offense to the readers, he just sets off that kinda vibe. As I'm running I go to the grave yard, you see they flew my mother's body here because my aunt; her sister had the money to afford everything her grave needed my father didn't want nothing to do with it, I get to her grave and set down at it
"It's been awhile" I say rubbing her grave stone
"I'm trying to do better..but it seems like every time I feel better something tells me not to" I say as tears prick my eyes
"Sometimes I wish it were me, it shouldn't had been you" I say as a tear slipped
"You'll never see me graduate, or have a family, what do I say when my future kids ask about you" my voice cracks
UNKOWN POV:
I knew there was something off about her, the way she acts is a lie a big lie, why would she lie to her friends. The way she fidgets with her hands when someone asks about her family or feelings. Now I understand why she is the way she is, she doesn't want to get attached because she's scared of herself. Why would she hide her feelings towards Coy.
BILLY'S POV:
I hear a noise I look around fast, I don't want no one to see me so venerable.
"Hello" I say with a weak voice I stand up walking towards a tree. I see a hooded person I pull their hood what the hell
"Charlie why are you here?" I shout
"Why didn't you tell me billy" he said
"Tell you what!" I yell
"Why didn't you tell me you don't want attachments!" He yelled back I looked down
"Because everyone leave Charlie" I say as another tear slips he pulled me into a hug
"Why is it always you finding me at my weakest"I say pulling back
"Honestly Coy told me you looked sad once you left his place and wanted me to see what's wrong" Charlie said
"Oh" I say low
"You need a break from everyone huh?" He asked I nodded, we started walking back to my house.
"Sometimes I feel like dying" I say
"Why's that" he asked
"I just feel I'm better off if I didn't exist you know?" I say he stopped and looked at me
"Billy your a badass, with a heart that your protecting it's okay to cry but don't let it consume you" he said
"I'll try not" I say we were close to my house now
"What the hell" I see 3 cars at my house we run towards the door opening it walking through, into the living room just to see the guys. I sighed
"You guys bout had me to kill you all how'd you get in?" I asked
"Your aunt told us to come in as she left to work" Danny said Charlie walks over to Danny and starts talking to him
"So what's up your butt today" Cameron asked
"Don't want to talk about it" I say as I drag my feet to the kitchen, opening the refrigerator grabbing a 3 bottles of water chugging them one by one
"Obviously something's on your mind please talk to me" Coy pleaded I scoffed
"Why do you can tell me what I've already heard no thanks" I said leaving him in the kitchen