Troubled Youth

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Billy's POV:
It's been several weeks maybe months, I'm finally off crutches I have be hanging out Charlie he's been such a great a friend, I'm wearing my normal clothes I have a lot of self pity I'm setting in a fast food restaurant with Charlie as we talk.
"I don't get it though but I'm so glad your off of crutches those things wore you out" he said chuckling making me snort
"Rude as hell but yes they were so uncomfortable" I say admitting then my mind traces to Coy
"How's Coy and his friends doing?" I asked
"Their doing okay why ? Do you like Coy or something" Charlie said I was about to say yeah I do but he added "bad enough he has a girlfriend I think of her as his fuck buddy but it's whatever" I felt myself frowning at the thought of him being with someone else my stomach churned so hard
"Shit you like him don't you?" Charlie said again I nod
"He's been there a lot and I didn't pay attention how close he stood near me I remember always how when he laughed his nose scrunched up and his smirk slightly caused a dimple the way his short hair waved in the wind" I said smiling at the thought
"Billy you don't like him" Charlie said smiling
I furrowed my eyebrows
"What do you mean of course I do!" I say Charlie's smile grew
"No you don't you love him" Charlie said as a smile graced my cheeks
"The way you just talked about him your pupils dilated big like you seen chocolate covered strawberries" he said
I think about it do I love Coy ? His hair his smile his eyes his lips his expressions his choice for words his badboy act oh my god I love him
"I do I think I love him" I said abruptly causing Charlie to smile
"You think?" He questioned
"I know" I smiled big "I love Coy" I stand up
Charlie followed we jumped on our bikes as we cruised over to Coy's. Nervousness took a toll on me considering he had a girlfriend/fuck buddy.
"Does the girl have a name" I asked Charlie he nodded
"Nikki" he said frowning as he parked I step out.
We walk up to Coy's door and knock, Danny answers oh did I mention their like a public couple now, Danny hugs me and kisses Charlie as we walk in, I heart felt heavy as I seen a light brown headed girl making out with Coy my stomach dropped, I managed to keep my cool I grab a beer and hop on the couch as Danny and Charlie did as well beside me. I felt an arm on my shoulder I look up seeing Cameron he ushered me to the kitchen I chuckled but followed him anyways.
"What do you want ass head" I said chuckling he frowned
"I know your like in love with Coy" he said trying to make sense
"And ?" I asked crossing my arms
"He has a girlfriend or I think their dating" he said like I didn't no
"I already knew" I said
"So why are you here" he asked
"Baby steps cameron god that's harsh you dick" I said walking back in the living room Coy and Nikki weren't making out now they were kinda just chilling I lost all my emotions I felt empty.
I rub my eyes and face and breathe out,
"I'm not drunk so I'm just going to say this loud and clear before I do get drunk" I said gathering everyone's attention
"I'm in love with Coy Miller, all of his perfect flaws his stupid perfect hair, his overwhelming smile, just everything about you Coy makes me feel like I'm alive again" I said the girl standing up makes me stand up she gets face to face with me
"Go ahead hit me I'll let you because I'd want to hit me to Nikki" I said she looked hurt but angry
"Actually don't hit her Nikki because I'm pretty sure she won't let you hit her I'm sure she'll try an kill you" Coy said making me smile a little he's right though she shoved pat me about to walk out when she looks at Coy
"Your really going to let me leave" she asked
"Your not my problem anymore and come to think of it Nikki you were never" she slammed the door behind her
Coy stood up walking over to me
"I love you too billy, I love your scars your flaws, the way you smile at the dumb things, how I made you amazed, I love when you try not to show it but your eyes show me everything" he said and pulled me into his lips as we moved in sync and pulled away
"I love you" I said
"I love you" he said