Falling For You

Ten: Falling Apart

Falling apart.
Something I never thought I'd experience. I have an amazing wife and just graduated college with bachelors degree in psychology. I recently found out she was pregnant. My life was perfect. Was. But here I am. In my house. Next to the love of my life who's laying on the floor, not moving. And she might not make it. And if she won't make it, there's no way in hell I'm gonna make it.
Let's flash back.

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April 25th. Wedding day.

It's set to be on a beach. I've always loved the beach. I'm with Olive and Amanda, my maids of honor. We're in the women's dressing room getting ready. The bridesmaids dresses are short and are a light pink shade. My wedding dress is tight fitting with lace at the top. And did I mention it was black? Yep. My dress is black. My mom didn't like it at first but she got over it.
I have my hair in an updo with a silver burette. My makeup consists of a black winged eyeliner and a dark lip color. Complete with mascara. And once the girls get their makeup done, we're ready to go.

We step out of the dressing room and are greeted by the music. Everyone stands and looks back at me. Even though there aren't a lot of people, maybe 20, but it still freaks me out when people stare.

Just then I locked eyes with Jax. He looked so handsome in his tuxedo. It felt like time stopped. Like we were the only ones around.

Soon I started walking down the isle. I passed by my mother and smiled. She had tears in her eyes. I turned my head to see Jax's mother, Meredith, smiling in approval. Next to her was James, Jax's father. He wasn't smiling. He didn't look happy at all. His look was full of disappointment and disapproval. But I don't care.

I reach the altar. I step onto the left side of the priest and the bridesmaids follow in suit. Jax only has one groomsman, a guy named Alex whom he met in college. They seem to be close.

The priest says some stuff, but I'm not really listening. I'm busy admiring my beautiful husband to be in front of me. We exchange rings. The band he has for me is covered in diamonds. It perfectly complements the black diamond. His band is a plain black one, but it matches my diamond so he enjoys it.

And soon it's time for me to share my vows. "Jax Wylde. The love of my life. Man of my dreams. My everything. I promise to keep you happy even on sad days. And to make you laugh in the worst situations. When you asked me to marry you, there was no doubt in my mind that I would say I do. I will love you, forever and always." Ive never really seen Jax cry, except when we watched Frozen for the first time. But, he seems to be on the verge of tears.

But he starts saying his vows. "Maddison Barnes. My Tiny. My entire world. My one and only. My true love. I swear to keep you happy and to make you smile. I swear to protect you with my life. And I swear to love you until the end of time. J + M. Us against the world." Im crying at this point. That was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard.

The priest speaks up. "Alright. Jax Wylde, do you, in sickness and in health, take Maddison Barnes as your wife, until death do you part?" Jax doesn't even hesitate. "I do." The priest then turns to me. "Do you, Maddison Barnes, take Jax Wylde, in sickness and in health, as your husband, until death do you part?" "I do." The priest looks towards the crowd. "Well then. I now pronounce you Mr. And Mrs. Wylde. You may kiss the bride." This kiss I share with Jax is full of love. And passion. Passion for each other. We're together forever. Until death do us part.

April 28th. Honeymoon.

We landed in Hawaii yesterday. We were too slammed by the time change to do anything, so we just slept. Today we're going to the beach. We're renting a little cottage right on the beach for the rest of the week.

I wake up to the smell of bacon and eggs. Jax is already in his swimsuit when I get to the kitchen. His shorts shape his body perfectly. And I'm glad he wasn't wearing a shirt because hot damn my husband is sexy. "Good morning wifey." "Hey husband." He turns from the stove and faces me. "Why don't you go change into your swimsuit while I make breakfast?" I nod and stand on my tippy toes to place a small kiss on his lips.

I walk back to the bedroom and open my suitcase. I pull out the sexiest suit I brought. I want him to be drooling over me. I slip it on. I look in the mirror and I'm pretty exposed. But it's a private beach. The bottoms are basically like a thong and the top are two tiny triangles. I slip a swimsuit cover over it not to give him any ideas until we get outside. He's gonna love this.

After finishing it ur bacon and eggs, we head outside. Jax places a towel down in the sand and we sit. He puts his arm around me, pulling me close. We stare aimlessly into the ocean for a bit.
"Hey Jax." He turns his head. "Yes wifey?" I stand up and face him. "Wanna go swimming?" "Oh I don't know baby. Maybe lat-" I cut him off by taking off the swimsuit cover. His jaw drops all the way to the sand. He looks me up and down while biting his lower lip. I look at him seductively and walk into the ocean.

I could hear him get up when I got to the water. I stepped in. I walked until I was up to my waist in the water. I turn to see Jax following. He jumps into the water, splashing me. I let out a small giggle. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close. We melt into each other. I could feel the passion within the kiss. His hands explore my body while mine explore his.  

I eventually pull away. I look up into his eyes with my hand on his muscular chest. "I love you." "And I'll so you how much I love you." He says back. I grab his hand and pull him back into the shore. We make it to the door of the cottage before we're back to one another.  We make it back into the cottage without leaving one another.

We only make it into the doorway before he slams me up against the wall. I let out a small sigh. Soon he lifts me up off the ground as if I weigh nothing. I wrap my legs around him. He walks over and plants me on the bed. As he does, he starts kissing my neck. He starts making his way to the spot in my neck that always gets me. He reaches it, and I let out his name. "Jax." He continues. I let out a small moan. He smirks. That's the reaction he was looking for.

"Jax." He looks up. "The sheets. The sheets are gonna be soaked." He moves closer to my face. He starts playing with my top. "Does it look like the sheets are my biggest priority at the moment?" And with that, my top comes off. We continued for about another hour, before falling asleep from exhaustion. But it was most definitely a memorable night.