Its been a year and so much has happen. Some of it was positive and other times were a rock- bottom. All I can say is its helping me become tough, I guess.
Past me
I wish I could go back and tell myself not to be angry at things that was unpredictable.
To not be afraid to speak up of the feeling you've been compressing
Or to think that you were not good, or smart enough
But then again I learned how to deal with each one.
I learn that being angry doesn't solve anything instead, it hurts me and damaging me emotionally.
Holding my feelings use so unhealthy, I couldn't think straight and it was affecting my passion of art. I fell in a deep hole of depression. I started up with art and I feel like I recover that missing hole in my heart.
I took classes that was above my standard and surprise I almost fail. But now im keeping track of my work and I have A's and B's
I know I can still improve but I can challenge the world again.
I might get beat down or I can rise.
Until next time
Melissa
