Adopted

Chapter 18 ~Living Off Alcohol and Weed~

******7 MONTHS LATER*****

Erin's POV

Well... things didn't go the way I planned.

Ryan ended up moving to New York on his own because he was done with the boys bullshit.

I got in many fights with Louis and Niall cheated on me a week ago so now I'm moving into Damien's flat. Mae went with Ryan. now the boys an do whatever they want without a 16, almost 17, year old holding them back. "Erin, don't be mad at them" Damien said.

"How can I not be! they don't care about me" I sighed. "Yes they do Erin!" he exclaimed.

"Then why did Niall cheat on me" I said, my voice cracking as I choked a sob. The image was horrifying... When I caught him.

"Erin what he did was wrong but he loves you so much" Damien rubbed my shoulder. "But you didn't catch them! do you know how horrifying it is to see your boyfriend making out with some girl you don't know in their underwear?" I shouted.

"People make mistakes! I'm sorry but they do! maybe he thought, 'hey I need to spice things up!' And so he did that, but realized after you caught him, it was a bad idea" he yelled.

"Whatever Damien" I said and went into my room. my phone started ringing that familiar ring.... Niall.

"WHAT DO YOU FUCKING WANT?!" I yelled into the speaker

"Please I'm so so so sorry. You can hate me all you want but move back in! Louis is in hysterics from missing you" he says.

"That's just it Niall. I love you too much and that's why I left. it would hurt too bad to come back!" I shouted and hung up.

I brought my knees to my chest and just cried. "oh god I need a high" I puffed air out and crawled to my closet.

I pulled out the familiar bag of marijuana. I took it to my desk and grabbed little pieces of paper. I rolled a blunt and climbed out the window. I reached into the chimney shelf and grabbed a bottle of whiskey and vodka mixed.

I sat down and lit up, taking a swig of the mix.

My phone dinged.

*TEXT*

Ryan:

Hey whatcha doin?

*REPLY*

Me:

Lighting a blunt and getting wasted on the roof.

I shut off my phone and say against the chimney and brought my knees to my chest.

I blew smoke rings. something that took a while to perfect. All the images of Niall cheated on me came back to my mind.

I chugged down the rest of the alcohol and finished my blunt. I crawled back into my room.

I threw the bottle against the wall and threw anything I could find, looking for my other bottles. "FUCK!" I screamed.

I ran downstairs and ran out the front door. I walked down to an alcohol store.

"Back again E?" Christopher asked me. He was the manager, and a close friend. I've been buying my shit here for awhile. "I ran out of bottles. give me 20 C" I demanded. he gave me the 20 bottles and I paid him.

I ran outside and ran home. "WHERE WERE YOU?" Damien asked. I turned around and saw two faces

Oh shit Will's home. "um at the store" I said. Trying to sound as sober as I could. "Erin? Are you okay?" Will asked. "FUCK WILL IM FINE STOP HOUNDING ME!" I screamed.

I ran into my room and started drinking again. I slid down the wall crying. "WHY? WHY CANT PEOPLE LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed at the ceiling.

"IS THIS SOME KIND OF SICK JOKE LORD? TO MAKE MY LIFE A FUCKING HELL? I THOUGHT IT WAS GETTING BETTER!" I sobbed.

I cried until I was empty of tears. I fell asleep right there.

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"ERIN WAKE UP" Damien screamed shaking me.

"why were you drinking? and why is there a bag of pot on your desk?" he asked sternly.

"I fucking took the pain away Damien. the only way I can" I seethed.

"Fine. come downstairs for breakfast" Damien sighs. I shooed him out and tooke a shower, brushed my teeth, got dressed, all that good stuff.

I straightened my hair and put on a gray beanie. I yawned and started my make up.

Concealer, powder, eyeliner, and mascara, and red lipstick.

I ran down stairs and grabbed a piece of bacon. "listen jack ass please just stop calling okay? I don't know you" Damien said from somewhere on the house phone.

Oh shit i left my phone at chris's store and that's probably him.

"No she didn't she doesn't know anyone named Christopher" he said sternly. I walked into the room and took the phone out of his hands. "yea, yea, drop it off k? Thanks C. yea bye" I said and slammed the phone down on the receiver.

"Next time I get a phone call give me the phone" I said sternly to Damien.

"Oh how I fucking hate you" he mumbled under his breath.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU TOO YOU CUNT!" I scream at him and run upstairs.

I grabbed a suitcase and packed my shit. my room was clean when I was done.

I booked a hotel and left them there. obviously I wasn't wanted because I was a fuck up. I hope I get hit by a car. That would be a dream.

*****1 MONTH LATER*****

Well. today's my birthday... August 17th. I sit on my hotel bed and look at the floor. "happy birthday to me" I sigh. I have to make a huge decision right now. leave this shitty hotel.

I grab my packed suitcase and call a taxi. I give them the address and have them drive me there.

They pull up to the house. I pay the man and climb out of the car. I slowly walk up the walkway.

I bring my hand up into a fist, and knock three times on the door. shuffling feel can be heard and than the lock turns. My breathing gets heavier as the knob turns. The door opens and a tired face turns into a shocked one.

"Erin?" he says with shock

"Surprise Dad" I say with a smile as I look at Louis.

Then he smiles very wide.

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IF YOU THINK ERIN WAS BEING DRAMATIC, YOUR OPINION IS IRRELEVANT because 1 she fought with Louis a lot, Niall cheated on her, She relied on drugs, Damien said he hated her and wouldn't get out of her business.

And this is probably the best filler chapter in the world 💕💕💕 I'm so happy with it!! Love you ALLL

-Sydney 😘❤️