Adopted

Chapter 25 ~My, My, Give Me Love~

Erin's POV

I sat on my bed just thinking.

What the hell did this note mean? This bracelet was beyond gorgeous. I mean, I don't think I can be with him again.... At least not yet. not for awhile.

I put my head in my hands.

What the hell is going on with me nowadays? I'm so confused.

Day upon day upon day gets more and more confusing.

I silently got up and walked out the bedroom door.

I was walking fast down the hall and I didn't watch where I was going and I ran into someone.

They threw me over their shoulder and carried me into a room.

They threw me on the bed and I figured out it was Louis.

"Please talk to me" he sighed.

I sat there, on his bed, knees against chest, thinking of what to start with.

"It started after Niall broke up with me. after that it's all been so confusing and I don't know who I am and I don't understand anything anymore and all I want to do is cry and cry and sleep and I'm not hungry anymore. I dont feel alive.

I feel... Dead" I sighed.

LOUIS pulled me into the tightest hug. "I know who you are. You're Erin Marie Tomlinson. You're smart. Funny. Crazy. Adorable. And you mean the world to us boys. you're gonna grow up to be a very talented woman, with a husband and kids" Louis started tearing up
"You're my baby girl. and you always will be. no matter if you're 15, 20, 50. I will always love you to death" he let a few tears slip and kissed my head.
I rested my head on his chest and he held onto me.

"I love you baby girl"

"I love you daddy"
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I woke up on something, no someONE.

It was louis.

I checked my phone. "7:57 PM" it read.

"Dad, wake up dad" I shook him a little. He whimpered and rolled over.

I jumped on top of his back. his eyes shot open.

"Good tommo" I said evily and got off of him and walked out of his room.

"YOU GET BACK HERE!" He yelled at me.

I laughed and ran down the hall. I saw HARRY walk out of his room confused.

"Watch out curly!" I shouted at him as he moved out of the way and I darted past.

"IM GONNA GET YOU" louis shouted from close behind me. two arms wrapped around me and I yelped.

"Gotcha!" He shouted.

"Damn you" I laughed.

"If you let me go i'll play a song on the piano for you" I smirked.

Louis let me go.

I walked down to the piano room. Louis called everyone down. Everyone piled in and I sat down. i rest my fingers on the keys. And hit the first note.

"Give me love Like her
Cause lately I've been waking up alone

Paint splattered tear drops on my shirt. Told you I'd let them go

And that I'll fight my corner
Maybe tonight I'll call you after my blood, turns into alcohol.

No I just wanna hold you.

Give a little time to me
I'll burn this out, we'll play hide and seek, to turn this around.

All I want is the taste that your lips allow, my my, my my oh give me love

My my, my my, oh give me love

My my, my my, oh give me love

My my, my my, give me love.

Give me love like never before, Cause lately I've been craving more. it's been awhile but I still feel the same, maybe I should let you go.

You know I'll fight my corner and that tonight I'll call you after my blood is drowning in alcohol.

No I just wanna hold you."

Then I sang the rest of the song until I finally finished.

I hit the last note and breathed out. everyone clapped. I smiled wide and hugged everyone, well, almost everyone.

"Nice job. You're really amazing" NIALL said awkwardly. "thanks..." I said not meeting his gaze.

I felt someone jump on my back. "GIRL YOU WERE AMAZING! I CANT BELI- hey where'd you get that bracelet?" She asked curiously.

That's when Nialls gaze when to my wrist and he looked shocked. everyone was watching me.

"I-i um, w-well" i stuttered. everyone was looking at me. I felt so under pressure. My anxiety was becoming dangerously high so I just Darted upstairs to my room.

I locked my bedroom door and sat on my bed calming myself down.

Panic attacks are not my thing.

As soon as I was calm I walked out of my room and back downstairs.

"It was a gift. from someone" I said.

They all let it drop seeing I didn't want to talk about it. Niall, on the other hand, yanked me by my wrist into the kitchen.

"What the hell?" I questioned him.

"Why are you wearing it? You hate me Erin. I don't understand why you would wear it? I gave it to you so you would wear it but I don't understand why you are wearing it and now I'm confusing myself" Niall rambled.

"Niall shut up.
1. I don't hate you so don't fućking say that
2. It means a lot to me okay?" I replied.

Niall nodded and sighed. "Hey so are you ever getting the tattoo removed?" He asked. I froze. What the hell? No. I won't get it removed.

"No" I answered firmly. "no matter what happens between us, I will never, EVER, get this tattoo removed because tattoos are memories inked in your skin. I will never forget this memory" I stated.

His eyes widened and he looked down.

"Can we still be friends ERIN?" He shyly spoke.

"Yea sure Ni" I replied.

He smiled and hugged me.

When he let go I was walking out the door. I know he didn't want me to hear but I did. "I love you"
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SHORT HALF ASS CHAPTER LET ME CRY TBH LET ME BAWL MY EYES OUT IT SUCKS ASS IM SO SO SO SO SORRY OMG YOU DESERVE BETTER.
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