Drugs, Sex, Money, & the Street
One wrong move and it can all be taken away in the blink of an eye it's all fun and games until the pawns on your chess board stop protecting your Queen. If you can't protect her then all as fails and your Knights, Bi...
Adjusting to the fact that my newborn is away with his dad and around another woman is a little edgy for me. I'm calling every 5 minutes to check on him like he can talk to me explain himself to me. I began to straighten up around my apartment washing the few dishes that were in the kitchen, sweeping and mopping my floors I rearranged my furniture a little and lit a water crisp candle.
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The light vibrations of my surround sound rang throughout my apartment, as I jammed "play ya cards right" by Keyshia Cole ft. Tupac Shakur. Thoughts roamed my mind about seeing and talking to Lavon yesterday, I couldn't help the fact that I still wanted him around for his son and me. I could hear my phone ringing, but I couldn't make out the song that was playing.
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-I literally have a ringtone for almost every person on my phone.
Walking over to the counter and looking at who was calling me the phone read " Johno😩❤." Smiling at the phone and answering it
- "Hello?" "Wasssam love?" -"Hae Johno" " what you getting into shawty?" - "nun right Nah jus a Lil cleaning and rearranging." " wats wrong Pooh? - " Nothing, why'd you ask?" " Sani don't forget I know you ma you tend to do a Lil cleaning when you're overthinking or feeling the pressure, so talk to me."
Y'all this man knew me like the back of his hand and I liked it I felt safe talking to him and being around him. Asking myself sometimes "why couldn't I just be with you?" It just felt good to be seen, loved, accepted, and cherished.
