The bad girl dates the good boy

Abandoned

Ashley P.O.V

I went home with Sam and April..... Devastated on what happened to Jordan and I.

"So this is my home" Sam smiles, I smiled back...... But it was fake, April skipped off to her room and I'm guessing played with dolls.

"So.... What's she like?" I asked Sam sitting down at the dinning table, he sat across from me.

"Well, she has your anger, smile, my coloured eyes, your wavy black hair, mixed smile, mixed laugh and my personality as well as yours" he winked.

"Listen Sam...... I really, really want to be with you and April, but I-"

"But you miss Jordan.... I know I'm sorry I kinda broke you guys up..... I didn't mean to, I saw how your like with him.... I mean you love him to death I know that, you can go back with him" he looked down.

"Well I can't really..... He b-broke up with me and to be honest.... I-I don't want to be in a relationship with you, but we have a four year old child Sam......" I wiped my tears.

"Daddy?" I heard a small soft voice and little feet making their way over to us.

"Yes sweetie?" Sam asked nicely.

"Is this mummy?" She pointed to me smiling a bit.

"Yes, yes this is mummy" he smiled...... "Go on say hi" he whispered.

I smiled at my four year old girl as she came closer to me, when she was a few feet in front of me I picked her up and hugged her.

"I missed you, where have you been?" April whispered.

I started to choke up I opened my mouth, but no words came out. Sam saw how I was struggling so he told her why.

"Mummy has been busy.... A lot, but now she's home" he smiled sweetly, I looked at him and mouthed thank you, he just nodded his head slightly.

April pulled bald and looked at me, "guess what?" She whispered smiling cheekily, I giggled. "What?" I replied.

"I'm in school learning mum" she had a big grin on her face, "good and you stay in school, April listen and listen good sweetie...... I want you to stay in school and learn big, so you can get a job, earn money, get a house, food and maybe one day you might want to travel...... Now me of course didn't do that, I was very silly and dropped out of school at the age of 17 or 18..... I couldn't get a job that I wanted because I didn't graduate" I felt some tears drop down on my cheek.

"Why?" She wiped my tears with her tiny thumb.

"Because April, your mummy thought that she could do whatever she wants and become independent without any help what so ever, but I was wrong......." My voice cracked.

"Oh......" She looked down, "okay.... Let's go to bed shall we?" Sam said getting up form his chair.

She gave me a quick kiss on the cheek, got out of my embrace and went off to bed. Sam came back minutes after, "you coming to bed?" He asked.

"Uhhh with you no, but yes I am going to bed" I glared at him slightly, Sam just sighed and went to his room.

I went to sleep on the couch grabbed the spear blanket on the arm of the couch and crashed.

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I woke up around 8:30 am, I stretched awkwardly and checked up on April.

She's sound asleep like am angel, then I went to see if Sam is up.

His door was slightly opened, I swung it opened fully, but no Sam.... I saw a note on the bedside table it said.

'Dear Ashley, I'm sorry but I'm leaving you with April because now it's your turn to watch her grow, as for me? Don't bother to look, I'm long gone....... Take good care of her Ashley please I beg of you....... I'm not doing this because it's for a good laugh, I'm doing this because April wants her mum.... Which is you, I know she might miss me...... But it's you turn to roll the dice, don't you dare give her up Ashley, don't give her up for adoption or some crap. I want you to take care for her until she graduates..... Please......

Love from Sam xoxo'

I dropped the note onto the ground, "you son of a bitch.... He left me again" I mumbled under my breath.

"Mummy...... Where's daddy?"

A/n meeeeeeeep sorry sorry sorry....... I have a lot on my plate work, school, sport AHAHAHAHA sorry....... But the weekend is here for me, so I'll update tomorrow as well as the other fanfic :)

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