Nothing Was The Same

Still learning Starr...

It was November 29, 2015.  The night that Tamoni had been exposed. Her ex boyfriend had just exposed her, because she wasn't giving him any attention. So, he found a way to get her attention. Tamoni came outta no where busting into tears. And everyone around Starr and JP were trying to figure out what was wrong. She was crying so hard that she couln't talk. Starr cursed and fussed at her until she was able to tell Starr what was wrong. Eventually, Tamoni end up telling her. And Starr had knew what it felt like to be exposed. But not exposed on video, throwing the neck. Don't get me wrong, they were all young and doing things that are inevitable. Now I bet you're wondering, what in her right mind told her it was OKAY to be on video giving head.  It wasn't. Starr was the friend and person, to accept you for who you are. Never judge people on what they did. Because she knew that she wasn't perfect. And there wasn't any room to talk about the next person. Starr was good at making someone feel very well about them selves. She always gave great advice. Tamoni felt like her life was about to end. I MEAN COME ON NOW. She had just surfaced the internet with dick in her mouth. Like, it ain't no coming up off of that. Starr was there for Tamoni though. She defended her. She had her back. She remained her friend regardless of what everyone thought of her. That same night, May had even found out what was going on. Of course, she had some say so. Then Tamoni's mom found out. It was just tooooo much. And thinking back on it now, it was a good idea that parents found out. Tamoni's mother had done the same thing May had done for Starr. It was their ninth grade year, and everyone knew Tamoni as "Dick Sucking Lips" (aka DSL). Her mom removed her from the school she had been attending. That same night, Tamoni was caked up with one of JP's friends. And I'm sure you know ya girl and JP was some where boo'd up as well. They felt bad for Tamoni. But it was what it was. Shit happens. You live and you learn. Starr lived by that. She made it sound easy, but if you are gonna talk that. You must be about that.

The next day.......

November 30, 2015.

Another odd date, unless it's your birth date. But if it was the most unexpected day you didn't plan on losing your virginty, I'm sure you'd remember the first time that you had sex. It was Moday morning.  Around 8:00- 9:30 am to be exact. JP and Starr were found in the same bed. While Tamoni was right there. On the floor. Next to Starr's bed. JP and Starr were making out for a really longggggg time. Like a long time. He fingered her, and she screamed like fuck. She was a virgin. She had to get use to that. It took time, but you better believe that she did. JP kept making his fingers do the work until he felt as if she was ready. She was uncontrollably wet, but that doesn't mean she was ready. Her moans turned him on as he fingered her. Slowly. And steady. Smooth. She was slowly, but surely ready for ya boy. They had only been dating for a month, and they were already about to have sex. But for them, it felt longer than a month. They lived in the same neighborhood. They saw each other every fucking day. SO, a month for them was like a year. Back to the point. Tamoni was hearing everything. And her weird ass just didn't leave. Until Starr asked her too. But I think she felt it coming. JP's friend was downstairs, so Tamoni wasn't alone. Starr and JP were about to fall so deeply for each other. They kissed, and kissed...he fingered her. Then he just began to rub her clit, all smooth and kisses her slowly. He rose on top of her, as she laid on her back. Boy, was she on cloud 9. She couldn't believe what had just happened.

Tamoni and JP's friend were downstairs. JP went downstairs after Starr used the bathroom to pee and find her cherry popped. Meanwhile, JP sneaks downstairs and JP's friend, his name was TJ. TJ was giving Tamoni head. And I bet you're like, didn't she just get exposed yesterday? Yeah, she did.  TJ didn't care. He liked her. I mean, he had too. He was eating her pussy. Now, I'm not sure about you...but I'm not giving anyone head I don't like. Anyway, JP saw TJ giving shorty the neck. JP told Starr.... Statrr found JP back inside her 10 minutes later. A minute after, Tamoni's at the door knocking. Crying. Interrupting Starr and JP. She was dead ass balling her eyes out. So they stopped what they were doing. Let her in. JP left the room. Starr goes, "what's wrong now?", Tamoni responds "TJ just gave me head, and it made me cry...", in Starr's head, she's like WHAT THE FUCK?! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?! You just got head, and you're fucking sad????????????? Starr was crazy but she didn't show it at that moment. She made Tamoni explain, really why she was crying. TJ made her think about all the bad things while he was eating that cat. It was probably also good, which is why she cried. Then after that, he asked her for head. Which pulled another trigger. In her mind, she had just been exposed. She felt like she had no business givng any guy the benefit of the doubt to touch her. Yet, she did. So JP and TJ left Starr's house. To let things die down. Because....really? WHY the fuck would TJ ask her that. Fucking asshole.

Later that same day, Starr found herself crying. Like?????? Bitch you just got some sex. And you're SAD TOO? She found herself emotionally attatched to JP. She fell for him sooner than she was supposed to. Nobody never talked to Starr about sex. OR told her the emotions that comes after it. Emotions with a person that you really think you're in-love with. And she beleives that's where she went wrong. But it happened. She couldn't go back and unfuck him. Their relationship started shifting. It wasn't nothing bad. It was just something she had to adapt too, if she wanted her and JP to work.