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~C H A P T E R FOUR~
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Liam driving and Louis at the passenger seat.
Leaving Harry, Zayn and Niall at the backseatwith me on Harry's lap...
It was very embarrassing, and I didn't mean like spilling juice on your crush. I mean REALLY awkward.
Me and Niall were talking about random stuff, while Harry bored everyone with pointless stories.
He's a great guy. Think he bored us on purpose, cause he looked pretty pleased when everyone tried to shut him up. Liam concentrated very hard on the road and barely took his eyes off, unless it was when he told Harry to keep quiet. Zayn just sat practicing on his drawing. The boy got skills!
"What are you drawing?" I asked him.
"you can't see it? It's you! Guess I need more practice..." he said, smiling warmly.
"oh... Now I see!" feeling stupid now. Of course it's me! Why would he draw me?
Louis sat beside Liam, looking upset.
"Hey, Lou? What's up?" I asked him, nicely.
"Can't I sit here and do nothing without you start worrying? Or do I have to flirt all the time, like you?" he practically yelled. Which caused all our convos to end. Zayn looked up from the paper, Liam nearly drove into a bus and Harry and Niall kept quiet, looking shocked.
"What's with the tone?!" Niall said, looking like a sad, lost puppy.
"You didn't have to say it like that. What wrong with you?" I heard Harry almost yelling. I couldn't really recognise his voice. It was so much deeper and actually scary when he was mad. I looked at him, and he seemed really mad and upset.
"it doesn't matter. It's ok" I tried to smile, but his suddenly mood change kinda hurted. Lou has been so nice all day. What's wrong? Did I say anything wrong?
Zayn looked at me, apologizingly, and mouthed 'Sorry'
They started some small convos with me, but I didn't feel like talking. They remained silent for the rest of the time. Louis looked at me, with regret in his eyes. I turned my head to look out of the window. I was sure that if I kept eye contact with him, he would notice how hurt I was after that.
What did he mean when he said 'flirting like you'? I weren't flirting. At all. I don't even want a relationship right now.
All of the boys took turns looking at me, but to avoid it I kept looking out of the window when I saw one of them looking at me. The car stopped by our house. My mom had already gotten home before us, because I could see my car outside of the house. Niall got out of the car first, opened the car door for me and and gestured for me to step out. I stepped out and when Harry was about to step out, Niall closed the door and mumbled something that sounded like 'you can open it by yourself' he chuckled his cute laugh. Harry rolled his eyes, opened the door and stepped out now standing beside me.
Zayn looked up, as if he didn't notice we already left the car, so he hurried after us. Liam got out next, and then Louis. Looking depressed he looked over at me. As he caught my eye, I broke the eyecontact by simply looking away.
I felt sick.
I felt like I had to throw up or something. I suddenly got really dizzy and a splash of nausea came to me. I hurried into the house before the boys. I didn't really see if they noticed it, or anything.
I just hurried into the bathroom before it was too late. I reached the toilet and threw up...
It lasted for a while. Normally I throw up, feel better and that's it. But this time, it wasn't like that. I threw up everything inside me. Yeah, it literally felt like I actually threw my own guts up.
I Heard a knock on the door.
"who's there?" I asked
"erm.., me-- I mean, it's... Lou"
Oh great. The last person I wanna see.
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You, Me And Him (Harry Styles)
FanfictionA long-story drama about Harry, Jessica and Louis