You, Me And Him (Harry Styles)

Staying Unnoticed...kinda (PART 32)

------(CHAPTER 13)------

(LOUIS POV)

Picking up some random clothes. I didn't feel like choosing something special, so I just wore a sweater and some sweatpants. Very relaxing. And of course... MY TOMS!

As you might know I love my TOMS. It's just weird, cause I usually had more TOMS than just these 3 pairs. Liam always makes fun of it by saying they ran away from my smelly feet. They aren't THAT smelly.

I walked down the stairs, and found Niall in the kitchen, fixing something to eat. Surprise, surprise! Zayn sat there with the drawing of Jessica, which he were supposed to give her whenever he saw her again. Liam sat in the couch, doing nothing. And Harry... Think he's still with Jess.

I sat down in a chair that stood in the corner. I never really noticed the chair, so maybe they won't notice me if I sat in it. I've already gotten down to the living room without anyone particularly noticing me. But it was actually fine that way. I didn't want any stupid, or uncomfortable questions thrown at me. Yeah, it was nice living with the boys, but when you want alone time, they just don't really seem to get the 'leave-me-alone-or-I'll-kill-you-with-my-TOMS' fact. I sat there, randomly looking through some tweets from my fans on twitter.

There was some really nice tweets, which always got my mood up when I was down. I did a little follow spree, and answered some of the fans. Someone even asked about Jessica. And some hate too. Uncalled hate, to be honest. But I guess you can't be famous without haters. That's why I don't care about them. Haters makes me realize how happy I am that I have these lovely fans. These crazy fans... They called themselves Directioners. They tweet about us being one big family, which seems cool. Guess you could say we're a family.

The door opened, and I heard Harry's laugh. And Jessica's laugh...

When they came in, they didn't notice me. They greeted the others, and I could see Jess was looking for something, or someone. Maybe me? Harry placed a perfect kiss on her lips, which made a piece of my heart pop out of my chest. It felt like if there was a pressure on my chest, that caused me to have to fight harder to catch my breath again.

"hey guys!" Harry said. "Jess has to live with us for a while."

Oh, great... Jess has to live here... With Harry.

I didn't want to hear anymore, so I stood up, and began to move out of the room. As soon as I stood up, the others noticed me. Liam, Niall, Zayn, Harry, and... Jessica were now all staring at me. I hated it. They didn't even know I was in the same room, and they seemed surprised that I actually am here. Normally, I'd be talking with them, laughing, and having fun, but today it's not like that. I didn't feel like talking, and I'm sure that if I tried, there'd only be a little weird sound coming out. Like the vacuum-robot thing from the Teletubbies.

Eying each one of them, I simply started to walk away. I didn't want to catch her stare. I tried to avoid it, but I wanted to know if she was looking at me, or how she was looking at me. I decided to take a quick glare, and I did. She was looking at me, but I have never seen that look before. I couldn't recognize it. It seemed foreign, but confused too. She raised her eyebrows, so now she looked like she was about to ask me something. I'm the one who should be asking... Not her. I'm the one who has questions I needed an answer for. I broke the eye contact, and started walking away. I didn't want to talk to her, or anyone else for a while. I felt too bad at the moment.

I walked up the stairs, where I came from a little while ago. I was getting hungry, but I didn't want to be downstairs with them. I just wanted alone time. I thought about going for a walk, and maybe grab something edible. I took my wallet with me, and walked downstairs again. Now they looked at me again, but I ignored it.

"going out? I was about to cook." Hazza said.

"what does it look like?" I answered back.

"quit it, Lou!" Niall said. Guess he noticed my sarcasm.

"just stop the drama. I'm tired of this" Zayn came along like the other boys.

"why don't you fuck off if you're so tired of it? I've never told you to listen, anyway." I gave them back. Couldn't they leave me alone?

"guys, just stop this!" Liam yelled from the end of the room.

I ignored Jessica who grabbed my arm, and just ran out of the door. I couldn't stand them anymore. This was too much, maybe they'd start appreciating me if I didn't come back again.

But anyway... I walked into this little pub thing, and ordered some beer. I sat in there for a while. Actually, a pretty long while, cause when I looked at the clock it was 10:11 PM. I gave the bartender the money, and stood up. As I stood up, I suddenly felt dizzy... Really dizzy. I reached out for a chair to sit down for a bit.

"cudd I hav' a glaz of water?" I asked the bartender, sounding weird. I must have been really drunk.

"yeah, whatever" the huge guy said, and handed me some. I drank it with record speed, and felt the whole room rotating. Wonder how much I actually drank. Maybe I should ask him, he might know. But it would seem weird. The guys in here would have something to laugh at. I wanted to know... I asked anyway, cause I might not remember this tomorrow.

"excuzze meeh? Doo you kno' how mannny I hadd?"

"uh, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...6...7 a whole lot, boy." he counted the buttles. Great... How am I supposed to get home now?

" 'kaay!" I said, and slowly stood up, trying to find my own balance. When the room seemed to stand still, I started taking small steps. It was abnormally hard, to be honest. I bumbled into a lot of grumpy old men, and they just cussed at me, but I felt too bad to care, or give them a comeback.