Flos Chorum - (n.) Dancing Flower

I wish.

XX.

As I lie between your hips
I can only imagine
What it would feel like
To love
Like you do

You touch my body
With care so rich
And I touch you back
Thinking that maybe
My contanct
Would feel to you
Just like yours
Does to me

I wish
I wish I could be
Like you
Feel like you
Give like you
To give back all things
All things
You have given me

You say
You feel something special
When surrounded
By my whole world
But I only feel special
Around your thoughts
Of me

You say
That you are in love
With me
But honey
That's never
Enough

I love your words
I love your touch
The attention just for me
The only thing I do not love
Is you

I wish you could teach me
How to see the beauty
In Humanity
But I can only see
What I have been taught
The beauty in Love
The pitch perfect Love

That is what I am
My Destiny and my Past
Future and Present
A soldier of Love
But a slave of The Missing

I simply cannot do my task
Without knowing what it is
So I give up
I don't even want you

Or maybe I do
But why care
Since I do not own the ability
To love someone
I am no lover of Humanity
I am a lover of Love itself
And that is the most
Important lesson
I slept through

I am an Addict
Following a script
Not yet written
Tripping on wires
Layed out before my feet
And above my head
Trapping me in a choking snare

~A/N~
Sometimes you just feel way too many emotions, but when you can't feel them anymore, that's when you understand how great part of your life they are and how much you will miss love (no matter how cruel it can be)