Don't leave me

Only the beginning

Rye's P.O.V

I jump up  suddenly "ANDY" I yell he comes running into my room to my bedside "what's wrong are You okay" he asked me "no you were gone you left" I say "no no I am right here" he says running his head through my hair and placing it on my back rubbing small circles "you left" I say letting a tear fall down my face he says nothing he just pulls me into a hug holding me, my ear pressed to his chest I could hear his heart beating fast from running to my room. "I'm right here" he whispers we stay like that tell I calm down and my breathing becomes normal again I pull back and lay down Andy knows not to leave tell I am sleeping I close my eyes and take a deep breath letting sleep slowly over take me.

Andy's P.O.V

I stay in rye's room watching his chest rise and fall as he sleeps. I know it sounds wrong but sometimes I wish he didn't have all these  problems it is hard to always take care of him I have my own problems I should be asleep right now so I can get up early to go to my doctors appointment at 6:00 am I have to go early so I get back before rye wakes up I am so scared to leave him alone even for a second that second he could wake up and I won't be there but there is no way I can miss this appointment it's important. I stay in his room all night i lay in the chair by his bed  falling asleep from time to time but then I hear him shift and I wake up to make sure he is okay I always feel bad going somewhere without rye because I know if something happens to him and he gets hurt it's on me.
Time skip 5:36am
I get up and run to my room checking the time on my phone "shit" I say I go to my closet and pick out a pair of clothes putting them on quickly I go to the bathroom and brush my teeth and fix my hair. I run down the stairs to the living room grabbing my keys than go into the kitchen and grab my water bottle I put in the fridge the night before but when I get in there I see brook sitting on a stool with a cup of tea "so were you going so early" he says looking at me mixing the tea with his spoon " I have to go out for a while please watch rye call me if anything happens" I say trying to walk away "that didn't answer my question" he says standing walking over to me "Andy tell me he places his hand in my shoulder you can trust me" he says I turn around "I just have to go to an appointment that's all I will be back by 7:30....just please watch rye for me" "okay I will make sure you hurry home" with that I walk out to the car getting in and starting the drive to the doctor I arrive 2 minutes from my appointment time I know there will most likely not be very many people if any there I walk in and am greeted by the lady at the front desk her name is Rose she is nice "hi Andy you got here just on time sit she will come get you any time" she says I go sit but 2 seconds later the doctor  pops her head out of the door and says "come back andy" I get up slowly I walk over to her and she leads me to the room her name is doctor.lee she is super nice and is always making sure I get what even I need  we get to the room and she taps on the little chair thing that is in all the rooms I hop up "we are just going to check the normal things than we are going to take some tests and do some blood work okay" "okay so just the normal" I say " just the normal" she says back starting to do the basic stuff like blood pressure and heart rate it is quite tell I say "do we know what is wrong with me yet" she keeps working but says "well andy there is a lot of things it could be we do not want to tell you one thing and it is another we hope it is one of the more easy things to treat like you just have a cold or it could be something more serious like leukemia and that will be very hard to treat...but like I said we don't know yet" " what if it is leukemia" I ask "we will need to figure out a plan like cemo or blood filtering (not sure if that is a thing)" "oh okay" we sit quite tell she finishes her normal checkup "so andy today we are going to take some blood and test for any form of cancer after we take it you can go home and I will have rose email the results to you" " okay lets get this over with" she takes the amount needed and than puts a cotton ball and bandage on my arm "well andy see you next time" "see you" I said walking out of the room to the waiting room again "bye Andy" rose yells "bye"
Time skip home"
I pull up to the house and brook runs out in a panic I park the car and run to him "what happed" "he he woke up and you were gone and he..." brook couldn't finish his sentence  I run into the house and up the stair to rye's  room I see him on the floor by his bed he screams at the top of his lungs "nooooooooo" "I bend down and try to pull him onto my lap but he pushes and shoves "no get off stop I need Andy" "rye rye it's me it andy"  he stops and looks at me "you were gone again" but all the anger fades and he hugs me laying his head on my shoulder i feel him lightly sob god I'm such an idiotic I knew I shouldn't have left I know this was going to happen I look up to see jack looking down on me I look into his eyes and see anger and hurt  I just look away and back at rye I pull him closer
15 minutes of crying later rye is better
I get up slowly and pull rye up with me when he stands he just wraps his arms around me "are you hungry" I ask him "yes" he answers I tap his legs signaling for him to jump onto my back he gets it and jumps up I walk down the stairs to the kitchen and place him on a stool I walk to the fridge and open it a second later I feel my phone buzz a take it out and see a notification that read sky lakes medical hospital I click on it and it takes me to a brand new email "hey rye I need to go to the bathroom really quickly I'll be back in like 2 seconds okay" "okay don't leave me again" he says I walk slowly to the bathroom and walk in closing the door behind me and locking it I sit on the bathtub edge I click on it and it read "dear Andy Fowler  we need to inform you that your test results have just came in we regret to inform you that......"