Don't leave me

Cuddles

Andy's P.O.V
I sit with rye in my arms I hold him close I don't know what to do he needs me but I need someone to talk to and take care of me but I need to take care of rye his problems are more important than mine at least tell I start cemo and then I will need help I need to tell at least one of the boys but which one I can't tell rye I could tell Brooklyn he saw me walk out this morning so I could just tell him where I was and what they said I look down at rye and he is asleep in my chest his breath even he looks so cute and he is so nice when I first met rye he didn't have dependency disorder we first noticed something when we were at the store and then when I had to go to Mexico with Harvey for his tour rye would call me every hour crying saying he missed me and wanted me home when I finally got home we knew something wasn't right so I took him to the doctor and then they said to take him to therapy we went for multiple appointments and finally they said he had separation anxiety so we were finally happy but than we noticed something else was wrong when he would ask me to do random things or help him with a simple task like starting the water for shower or making him food so I took him back and they asked questions and we went to two or three other appointment like that when they Finally told us rye has dependency disorder we had no clue what is was but we do now. "Andy" he whispers into my chest "what is it love" "I'm I'm cold" he says trying to scoot closer to me "okay one second let me get us a blanket" I say stretching to reach the chair next to the couch pulling the blanket that covered it and throwing it over us. Shit I have that appointments tomorrow morning I have to reschedule I take my phone and go to email "hello this is Andrew Fowler I need to reschedule the appointment for tomorrow morning something very important has come up that I need to take care of can we schedule it for the day after tomorrow so on Friday thank you" (it is Wednesday night 11:25 pm so almost 12 in the morning so it is almost Thursday)I send it and turn off my phone placing it on the table and scooting down just a little laying my head on the arm rest pulling rye up on top of me and then pulling the blanket over us and cuddling him smelling his cologne "good night love" I say softly in his ear "good night andy"