Don't leave me

Crashing down

Andy's P.O.V

"dear Andy Fowler we need to inform you that your test results have just came in we regret to inform you that your test results came back positive for leukemia please come to an appointment tomorrow morning at 6:30 thank you" omg omg the worst thing that it could be of course I have so many problems already why not add one more I mean I already have to deal with rye and his stupid dependency disorder and his separation anxiety now I have to deal with that and leukemia everything is just crashing down I reach up to rub my eyes and notice that I have had tears running down my face the whole time I wipe them away standing and looking in the mirror I look down now fully crying tell I hear a knock on the door "andy" I hear rye say "yeah" I say trying to keep my answers short so he can't hear the fact that I am crying it would crush him

Rye's P.O.V

Andy said he would be right back it had been 5 minutes I get up slowly and walk to the door "Andy" I say "yeah" he answers "I was just I miss you" I say "I'll be right there okay" "okay...can we maybe have a movie night together" I ask "of course" "great" I am super excited because I get to have Andy right there to make me smile to be honest knowing he is happy is the only thing that makes me happy I know I have separation anxiety and dependency disorder I also know that it is holding Andy back It makes me feel bad andy can't sleep in and he has to stay up late with me he has to be on constant alert for me I do wish I was normal I still act 23 but I just have problems without Andy. I still remember one time in the store the first time I had my "issues"
Flash back
"Come on rye we just need to get some little things like tea and sweater okay" "okay" I say getting out of the car "yo andy I have to go to the bathroom" I say "okay I will be in the tea section" he says back "okay I will see in like 2 minutes" I say walking away to the bathroom I walk in and walk to a stall I don't like going to the bathroom in front of people so I always just use the stalls everything's is fine I did what I had to do and I wash my hands I reach for the door pulling it open and walking out "tea" I say walking looking at the small signs that hang over the Isles tea aha I say turning down the isle I expect to see Andy but nope he was not there "he is probably by the sweetener " I whisper to myself I walk I know that the sweetener  had to be close by I turn down the next isle still no Andy than the next no Andy no Andy no Andy at this point I can't breath "Andy were are you" I whisper my eyes start to water and I stop walking a lady walks up to me "are you okay" "I he were is he is he gone" I say "who who is he" "Andy were is Andy" I say "oh uh what does he looks like" she asked "andy" I whisper she continued to ask questions and I don't answer what felt like a million years later I see Andy at the end of the isle "there you are" he said walking to me "what's wrong...rye" "you were gone I thought you left me and I needed you"
Flash back over

As the memory fills my mind I begin to panic "Andy hurry" I say through the door with that he opens the door and pulls me into a hug "lets go watch that movie" he says pulling me to the living room
Andy's P.O.V
I have to act normal I open the door and pull rye into a hug I didn't know what to do I can't tell him but I can't go through this alone "let's go watch that movie" I say grabbing  rye's hand pulling him to the living room "let's watch a scary movie" rye says "of course" I say okay listen just because rye has "problems" it doesn't mean I don't have a crush on him I still like him to snuggle me and when we watch movies it makes him feel more normal and makes the "relationship" more normal "let's watch saw"He says "okay if you want" I say he goes to Netflix and clicks on saw I get up and turn all the lights off and sit back down he snuggles to my chest and the movie plays let's hope this gets my mind off things.