Mikey POV
"We need to talk about last night..." Andy said to me
The minute I heard those words, my body started to tense up, all those memories rushing back into my mind. I really fucked up last night I know I did but I don't regret it, whatsoever. I enjoyed it and by the way he kissed back, he enjoyed it too. As much as I know we need to talk about this, I honestly don't wanna talk about right now. I'm not in the mood and I'm certain that the next words to come out of his mouth, aren't going to be good ones
But I need to answer him, I need to know how he feels and what we wants to say. Because when I hear how he feels I either relax or curl up in a ball and meltdown. Like if rather relax but the other option is probably the one coming my way. I just need to know how he feels. It will bring conformation to me about how I feel and what I need to do. So I do
"Okay, Fovvs. What have you got to say? Just tell me, I'm prepared for whatever you are going to say" I say to him
Honestly, I'm not prepared for what he about to say whatsoever but I can't let him know that. I can't let him know that if it's bad news I am weak, he can't know how much it is going to affect me because it will just make him guilty and want to take back what he says and he can't feel like that. I just need to know the truth
Andy POV
"Okay. What have you got to say? Just tell me, I'm prepared for whatever you are going to say" Mikey said to me
I'm honestly scared. What do I say to him? I'm still not 100% sure on how I feel. What if I make the wrong decision? How is it going to affect him? I don't want to hurt him, he doesn't deserve it, he means to much to me for me to hurt him. I live in the same house as him for fuck sake. Whatever decision I make is going to either both of our life's awkward as fuck or amazing as fuck, it's just which one my brain and heart want to pick
"Mikey, I don't know what to do. I know how I feel but I'm don't know you feel, so how do you feel about this whole situation?" I say to him genuinely wanting an answer
"Well if you know how you feel, then tell me. Tell me how you feel, because you know exactly how I feel. Well at least I thought you'd be able to see it from yesterday when that whole situation happened" he said to me, showing the anger in his voice
