Mikey POV
I'm so angry right now. He asked that just so he could humiliate me in front of him and embarrass myself because I know he doesn't like me. He's only asking so he can laugh in my face and reject me. It's not fair, I thought he was my best friend. I thought he'd be able to see my feelings from the way I kissed him and the way I reacted when he kissed me back yesterday. I thought he'd understand but obviously not
Andy POV
Why am I so blunt with him? Why didn't I just tell him how I feel? I feel really bad now because I know that I only said that so I wouldn't have to say how I felt but honestly he's right. I do need to tell him how I feel. It's only fair because I do know how he feels. I know he likes me. And to be honest, I think I like him too but I don't know if I'm ready to tell him
Obviously I know I like him but there's a part of me that feels like I'm rushing it and I'm not gonna be as happy as I want to be in the relationship if he even wants to be in one. He acts like I'm some perfect flawless person when I know I'm not, like not even one bit. I'm useless, I'm not worth his time, attention or love. He can do so much better than me but I'm happy that hopefully he feels the same way I feel towards him. I need to do this, not just for him but for me as well because I know having him by my side will help my self confidence and make me feel better about myself. It will also make me incredibly happy and hopefully it will make him happy too
"Mikey, listen to me. I hope this doesn't freak you out or make you feel uncomfortable but I like you and I would love to be in a relationship with you and I'd love you to be my boyfriend, if that's okay?" I said to him hopefully to get a good reaction from him
Mikey POV
"Mikey, listen to me. I hope this doesn't freak you out or make you feel uncomfortable but I like you and I would love to be in a relationship with you and I'd love you to be my boyfriend, if that's okay?" Andy said to me, slightly smiling
Oh my god! Is this actually happening right now? I honestly don't know what to say! I'm speechless! Do you know long I've wanted and dreamed for this to happen? But I never thought it would actually be happening. But hang on. Does he actually like me or is he just saying this to make me feel better about myself and not make it awkward that I kissed him yesterday. I honestly don't know. I need to know before I agree or commit to a relationship with him, so I ask him
"Are you being serious with me? Like you're not joking, right?" I say to him worried that it is a joke
