Andy POV
"Are you being serious with me? Like you're not joking, right?" Mikey said to me looking down at the floor
Does he think I'm joking? Really? I'm obviously not but why would he think that I am joking. Then it all of a sudden hit me...
*Flashback*
'When we were younger, there was a boy who Mikey used to like and Mikey confessed to him that he liked him but the boy said he felt same and asked him out and obviously Mikey said yes because he had strong feelings for him. But in the end the boy who asked Mikey out was joking and laughed in his face. Ever since that day Mikey was bullied, he was made fun off and told that he wasn't good enough. He started to believe what the people were telling him and he went through a phase where he was really down, struggling to get up every morning for school. But when it got to year 11, it got better. The main bully left the school because he moved house and ever since then he has been so much better, so much more confident in himself and so much more confident in front of people. He is now back to the happy, energetic person he was before that whole situation'
*End of Flashback*
But I guess he must still be cautious though seeing what happened the last time someone asked him out. I'm sure as soon as I assure him I'm not joking, he might believe me and relax a bit
Mikey POV
He's taking a long time to reply. I'm starting to get scared. Maybe he is joking, but why would he do that to me when he knows what happened in the past. He knows if that happens to me again it's going to fuck me ip even worse then it did before. I just need to know if he is or not. If he is joking, I don't know what I am going to do with myself. If he's joking I am going to curl up into a ball and die but if he's being serious I will say yes
I have liked him for so long, like you don't even understand anymore. Imagine knowing your best friend for the last ten years and everyday that passes you fell more and more in love with them, well that's how it is for me. I've never told him or acted on it before now because I knew he would either freak about before and as well I wasn't ready but I think I'm ready to tell him. Well, he already knows but now I feel like I regret telling him. What is he going to say?
