Dating a Bully (Darius Dobre story)

Where Is She?!

Dari's p.o.v

I woke up the next morning to see y/n not in bed so I quickly shot up, looked up at her nightstand and didnt see her phone so I quickly looked at my phone to see no missed calls or messages from her.

 I got out of bed and ran downstairs and saw no one was awake, downstairs. Then I looked outside to see if any car was missing and none were. So I looked around for her wallet and shoes and no sign of them anywhere.

So I called her phone at least 10 times, no answer, then I checked the tracking app and there was no sign of her on it. She most likely uninstalled the app or turned off her phone. At this point I was scared so I ran back up the stairs and I woke up my family. They started asking me questions and started helping me figure out were she might be. Cyrus started called her, Marcus called her, and so did Lucas. To make sure she wasn't just ignoring my calls. 

Cyrus then said, "How about me and Lucas go around to a few of her favorite places and see if she's there." And before I could answer Marcus said, "Yeah, then me, mom, and dad will go look around town and see if we spot her." I thought for a moment and said, "Yeah, but then what will I do?" Cyrus looked at me and said, "Wait here maybe she'll come home and if so, we need someone here."

 I nodded in agreement and said, "Ill call if she comes back." They nodded and Marcus said, "And we'll call you if we find her." I nodded getting teary, Then my mom jumped in and said, "We'll find her." I nodded my head and she gave me and hug then, Lucas grabbed his car keys and so did my mom and they all left. Leaving me home alone.

I sat at the kitchen counter and started to cry. I started to wonder if I made her do this, what if she was tired of me, and how I get so mad and hurt her. I'm so fucking dumb, I just wanna know if she' safe. I put my head down on the counter and cried harder. 

I calmed myself a little, then I pulled out my phone and looked at the photos I took with her and of her, from the past week. Then I got a text from Cyrus saying he just got a call from a unknown number and he heard someone breathing heavy and kind of sounded like they were crying. I responded back asking if he thought it was y/n and he responded saying maybe, idk.

I was still upset and now worried if y/n was hurt or some thing because she might have called Cyrus with someone else's phone. Then as I was about to check the tracking app again, I got a call from an unknown number, I thought for a moment thinking if I should answer or not, but I decided to answer and their was someone on the other side. Breathing heavy and crying hard.

I asked, "Hello?" and I heard them say hi back softly. I really hoped it was y/n so I asked the, "Y/n is that you?" They took a deep breathe and said, "Yeah." I stood up and asked, "Where are you? I'll come get you." Y/n sighed and said, "You can't, I'm sorry. I just wanted to say I love you." I was confused I was in tears and said, "I love you too, but what do you mean, You cant?" She sighed and started to cry then said, "I just cant Dari, I love you, I have to go." 

Y/n then hung up, I fell to the floor in tears, I pulled out my phone and made a group chat and texted everyone what just happened and Cyrus said, "Me and Lucas will come home, just wait." I texted back, "Ok." I was still on the floor, crying, then I stood up feeling weak, I ran upstairs to my room and locked the door. Feeling like someone had just ripped my heart out of my chest and broke it into a million pieces. 

I went to my desk drawer and pulled out a hand held sharpener and took out the blade. I unlocked my door and ran to the bathroom and locked that door and took the blade and made 1 cut. 2 cuts. 3 cuts . 

I looked down at my wrist and saw the blood dripping. I quickly turned on the water to the sink and ran my wrist under the water and watched the blood flow. I cried even harder by now then I got a towel and wrapped it over the cuts. Then I unlocked the door and walked downstairs, feeling so many emotions at the moment. Then I sat down at the counter and put my head down.