It's that time of year again. Where everyone is all over each other and in love. Sadly, I never got the chance to celebrate such a holiday. Cause back then nobody wanted a little scrapper like me.
Well, except maybe one person, but I never knew until a long time later. Back before the war, love just wasn't meant for little old me. So, I never celebrated the holiday at all. I usually just stayed home or treated it like any other day.
Though at one point I did think I had found someone to celebrate the holiday with. It never happened though... But I guess that just made me give up and move on from it all just stay single.
I wonder if I didn't pick fights would anyone wanted to be with me? I highly doubt it as men back than weren't into small sickly women. They would much rather be with strong and healthy women, ya know to have kids and such.
As for today, I haven't tried to find anyone. Not because I don't want. I just don't want anyone to come into my life and get hurt. I mean, I have a job where there's life and death in any situation. So, there's the reason.
Yet, I feel like there's someone out there for me. And eventually I'll be able to ask that long time question....
Will you be my Valentine?
- Stephanie
