Sadistic Bloodlust [Vampire Todoroki x Midoriya]

Confrontation

Todoroki [POV]

I wrapped one arm around my stomach suddenly feeling nauseous.  I hated what I had done and I'm sure that Midoriya hated me too.  I couldn't stop myself the hunger got too much and now Iida and Uraraka wanted to talk to me.  Could this day get any worse.

"What happened Todoroki" Uraraka asked slowly "What did you do?"

"I'm sorry" I mumbled "I couldn't control myself"

"That doesn't explain what happened" she commented

"He...., He wanted to talk to me....., I was backed into a corner...., I didn't know what to do and...., and I was freaking out....., I....., I attacked him......, I couldn't...., I couldn't control myself....., I bit him..., I...., I bet he hates me now" I started sobbing "The....., The hunger...., it got too much" I still had the taste of his blood in my mouth I covered my mouth with one hand muffling my choked sobs.  

"He doesn't hate you Todoroki he's just scared" Iida started

"That's..., That's why I put up with it for so long...., I didn't want him to be...., scared of me" my voice shook "I didn't..., want to hurt anyone"

"You're a vampire" she started I flinched knowing what was coming "You never told anyone"

"I couldn't" I exclaimed "You'd all hate me"

"So you avoided everyone and put up with everything you didn't once tell anyone or ask for our help" she frowned "Why"

"I didn't want you to be scared of me...., I didn't want you to hate me" I explained

"You didn't eat for all this time it must have been painful" her voice was soft and caring but I couldn't believe it they should hate me they all should

"How long?" Iida started "When did this happen?"

"Two weeks ago....., I was attacked and....., my body became...., this" I told them

"And what do you think of it?" Uraraka asked

"I'm a monster" I mumbled quietly

"Just because you think why would you think that we think that?" Uraraka asked "You're still Todoroki you're still the boy who apologizes for everything you're still you Todoroki no matter what you are"

"In this world of quirks being a vampire isn't the worst we've seen and you know that" Iida added

"I attacked Midoriya I....," I trailed off pulling my knees to my chest

"But at the same time you're in your room beating yourself up for it till your black and blue in the head" Uraraka reached out pressing her hand to my cheek "That's just all proof that no matter what you are you're still Todoroki"

"I don't want to become like her....., she just...., she didn't care at all....., about anyone...., she just took what she wanted....., I...., I still wake up every night with nightmares" I pulled away from her touch

"You have to eat Todoroki no matter what you need to eat and you can't keep starving yourself even if whoever attacked you didn't care, you do, your personality is never going to change because that's how you are" 

Uraraka [POV]

My eyes had adjusted a bit better to the dark enough to see how much he really was suffering.  He was trembling

"Did the hunger pains go away at least?" Iida asked softly

"No...., it just got worse" Todoroki cried out burying his face in his hands

"Todoroki?" Midoriya asked slowly opening up the door I swore silently under my breath we had told him to stay in his room.

"I'm sorry Midoriya I'm so sorry" Todoroki sobbed

"I know Todoroki" Midoriya said softly coming into the room walking blindly as his eyes took time to adjust "I'm just mad that you didn't tell me and I'm mad at myself for not saying anything sooner you were suffering worse than I realized" Todoroki didn't say anything which just invited Midoriya to keep talking "You never hurt anyone before, you were starving yourself" He sat down on his knees next to me "But even with humans and animals you need to eat if you starve yourself to the limits you wont be able to survive" Midoriya put his hand over Todoroki's "You had to eat sooner or later but I wish that if you told me, I would have been able to help you sooner" Todoroki still didn't say anything he just sat there covering his face.  I don't think that he was crying anymore though.

"Why are you even doing this I hurt you" Todoroki asked quietly

"Because you are my friend and I don't want to see you hurting I don't care if you hurt me or not you did what you needed to do you were hungry" Midoriya reassured him

"I hate this" He muttered

"You didn't want to become like this but the only thing that you can do is just adapt to it" Todoroki tensed up 

"I know but I just I can't get over the fact that I'm hurting others...., I hurt you" I felt bad for Todoroki

"You did what you needed I don't want you to be hurting anymore I'll let you drink my blood if you need" Midoriya seemed unsure when he said that but at the same time he was confident

"I couldn't hurt you anymore" Todoroki insisted looking up a bit looking at Midoriya.

Midoriya [POV]

my neck still throbbed but I wouldn't let that stop me from seeing Todoroki.  I knew he was feeling bad that was just in his nature to feel bad about something like this so I had to come see him to convince him not to feel bad but I didn't realize how much he was beating himself over it.  I had put a bandage over my neck but I think that it had started bleeding again when I washed it.

"I was surprised at first because I didn't expect you to be a vampire but when I got over the shock I wanted to help you in any way I can" I insisted "but you just surprised me more than anything"

"I'm sorry" he apologized again

"Does it still hurt?" I asked

"Yes" he muttered quietly, I could barely hear him

"Do you want-" 

"No" he interrupted me before I could even finish

"If your hurting-"

"Midoriya please I already hurt you enough I can hear your heartbeat you're unsure" Todoroki interrupted again, "You were scared before"

"but if you're hurting I want to help you" I explained

"I don't care" he started to stand up "I think you all should leave it's been long enough" I smiled softly I had forgotten for a second how harsh his mask was once he regained his composure.

"Just promise me if the hunger gets too much you'll tell me I'll help you I swear, I'm not scared of you and I never will be, I could never hate you" I stood up as well

"Yeah well I can't say the same thing about myself" he looked down at the floor and I could tell that he was done talking to all of us.  Iida and Uraraka stood up as well

"Don't leave us in the dark Todoroki we're your friends" Uraraka told him before leaving with Iida following behind her

"she's right Todoroki" I sighed shutting the door behind me.