Anxiety

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(A.N. HOLY CRAP thank you all for over 100 reads I know that this probably seems really fake but whenever I see the huge increase in reads since I last checked it gets me really psyched up and happy (And I check it a lot) and I can't thank all of you enough for reading this story because it means so much to me to see people actually clicking on this story and reading it this story hasn't been up for very long but the amount of reads it's gotten is really crazy so thank you all so so so much and enjoy this chapter)

Todoroki [POV]

I was still tired but I somehow managed to stay awake all class, somehow.  This was getting annoying I was tired all the time except at night when I should have been sleeping but it's not like I can do much about it.  If I can't sleep at night and I can't sleep during the day I'll have to just bend time and sleep in a different dimension.  I should be paying attention instead of thinking of stupid things like that.  This sucked it sucked before but now it sucks even more.  My eyes hurt my chest hurt and just it was awful.  The bell finally rung for lunch and I stood up yawning covering my mouth as I did.

"Shotoooo" Izuku groaned poking me in the side

"Yes?" I asked

"Come on I still need to eat regular food" He pursed his lips in a pout

"Okay okay" I followed him down the hallway to the lunchroom.  I sat down at our usual table while Midoriya stood in line to get lunch.  I wonder if there was a way to reverse vampirism, even if there was it was probably too late for me now anyways.  I rested my head on my arms waiting for everyone else.

Midoriya [POV]

When we got our food and sat down at the table I noticed that Todoroki had fallen asleep again.  I sat down next to him slamming the tray down on the table obnoxiously on purpose.  He jumped sitting up quickly

"Don't fall asleep like that kay?" I asked with an innocent smile

"I wasn't sleeping" He insisted biting his lower lip

"Mhm sure then why did you jump so much when I put the tray down?" I asked sliding into the seat next to him

"Because that was loud and unexpected" He said that very matter of factly like that was the most obvious thing in the world

"Oh shut up just don't fall asleep" I scolded

"I'm not I'm not" he insisted leaning his head on my shoulder

"What are you doing?" I asked

"You're being loud" He whined

"I've got to eat so get off of me" I poked him in the nose with my fork

"Owwww" he exclaimed sitting up straight

"That's what you get" I insisted stuffing a forkful of food in my mouth

"You two seriously fight like and old married couple" Uraraka shook her head laughing silently

"You have barely been dating half a day" Iida shook his head laughing silently

"That doesn't mean anything" Todoroki exclaimed

"One thing that it does mean is you two are being obnoxious so please keep it to a minimum" Iida scolded Todoroki clenched his jaw

"I'll show you obnoxious" He started to stand up but I grabbed him by the back of the shirt pulling him back down with one hand

"Stop it act your age" I glared at him "and actually act like yourself" Todoroki sighed

"Sorry Sorry" he scratched at the back of his neck awkwardly "I don't know what came over me" He smiled at me weakly

"Don't do anything that you'll regret" I scolded

"Yeah I know don't worry" He brushed it off like it was nothing but the way he acted was a bit concerning I pursed my lips examining his face for any sort of sign or anything.  He noticed me looking at him and smiled awkwardly

"Is there something wrong?" He asked nervously

"No its nothing" I shook my head focusing on my food

"No seriously is there something wrong?" he asked again

"It's nothing don't worry about it I was just thinking" I insisted again brushing him off

"Mmm" He didn't seem like he believed me but didn't say anything else.  After a few minutes Todoroki was fidgeting in his seat and it was starting to get on my nerves

"What's up with you why do you keep fidgeting?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows

"I don't know I just feel anxious for some reason" He explained picking at his nails

"Thank you for being honest with me but that's not very helpful" I commented

"I don't know why I'm anxious I just am" he pursed his lips leaning back in his seat

"Well get a hold of yourself if you don't know why you're anxious then it can't be that big a deal right?" I asked 

"Yeah I guess you're right" He agreed with a nod.  After lunch had ended Todoroki seemed to be feeling better as he wasn't fidgeting but at the same time he didn't say anything so I couldn't really tell what he was thinking now that he wasn't expressing himself in some sort of way.  He has always been hard to read what he was feeling or thinking and his social skills didn't help much.  I grabbed his hand and pulled him up from the table.  I smiled at him and he smiled back and now when he did that I could see in his eyes that there was still something bothering him.  I held his hand all the way back to class and let go of it to go back to my seat and he went back to his just like every other day.

(A.N. so I was watching binge Haikyuu right before writing this chapter (like 5-7 episodes at once) so it was kind of hard to switch the mindset of one ship to another ship with really similar but really different characters but oh well I think I managed pretty well and only had to slap myself like twice)

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