Sadistic Bloodlust [Vampire Todoroki x Midoriya]

Breakfast time

Todoroki [POV]

I somehow found sleep last night after waking up from that nightmare.  I have been having that same nightmare everyday since it happened being forced to relive the day over and over again and by now I wasn't that bothered by it anymore.  I guess with repetition you get used to it though every night I wake up in a cold sweat breathing heavy and I was starting to lose more and more sleep because of it.  Along with the pains that often decided to strike at night when I'm trying to sleep.  It wakes me up and I have no humane way to stop the pain.  As the sun shone through my window I sat up rubbing my eyes.  I could see perfectly well in the dark but that also has consequences as the sun and any other normal light was extremely bright, it hurt my eyes.  I stood up shutting the blinds before I started to get dressed.  As I tied my tie around my neck making sure that the collar of my shirt covered the scar there was a knock at the door and Midoriya opened it up

"Come on so you don't miss breakfast" he insisted squinting as he came in "You know Todoroki usually in the morning people Open their curtains I'm starting to think that you open them at night and close it in the morning it's weird"

"I think you're just imagining things" I insisted laughing awkwardly

"Come on though breakfast" he waved me to hurry up

"I'm not that hungry" I started following him out into the hallway squinting a bit though knowing my eyes wouldn't adjust to the light anymore

"You say that every morning and you never eat anything I'm starting to think you're just trying to starve yourself" He laughed

"I haven't really had an appetite lately" I responded truthfully.  It was the truth, well at least part of it anyways.

"Oh no could you be getting sick?" he asked furrowing his eyebrows with concern

"I'm fine don't worry about it" I insisted swatting his hand away as he went to press it to my forehead

"Are you sure?" he asked sticking out his bottom lip pouting

"Yeah it's fine don't worry about it" I reassured him "It hasn't really affected me anyways"

"But what if we're fighting you need the energy" he insisted

"I've got plenty of energy" I responded calmly

"But you're pale too are you sure you aren't getting sick" he pointed out

"You worry too much Midoriya" I laughed it off leaning my elbow on his shoulder.  He squinted at me suspicious of something but he didn't say anything.  I felt a stabbing pain in my gut and a painful thirst.  Of course now at the worst time.  I shook my head trying to push the hunger and the deadly thoughts away.  I pushed them to the back of my mind and continued to walk with Midoriya.  He hummed to himself as he walked swinging his hands by his side.  I looked at him his milky skin his freckles.  I felt myself longing for him, a taste of his blood.  I shook my head again mentally slapping myself for thinking such horrible thoughts.

"Todoroki is something wrong?" he asked looking up at me a concerned look on his face again

"It's nothing" I looked down at the ground as I sped up a bit

"Todoroki wait up I've got little legs" he whined jogging to catch up with me.

"Sorry" I apologized

"What's up with you today?  You're acting weird" he pointed out

"It's nothing really" I insisted mentally slapping myself again, I had to maintain my composure or else I would let something slip or I would make a mistake, and one mistake would be the end of my reputation.  I would be feared by everyone I would be called a monster just like I was it's not like it was far from the truth.  I didn't want to become like this though this wasn't my choice.  It's not like that did anything though.  We got to the lunch room which was where they served breakfast in the mornings before school though we also had a kitchen in the dorms so usually not many kids showed up for breakfast.  But since most of the kids in our dorms couldn't be trusted using kitchen appliances (Kaminari) most of us just went to breakfast which was actually pretty early before school and it gave us a chance to talk before school and do homework before school and what not.  I sat down at one of the tables saving everyone a seat while Midoriya went up and waited in line to get food.  I rubbed my eyes, the lunchroom was really bright and it hurt my eyes.

"Todoroki are you sure you aren't going to eat anything?" Midoriya asked sitting down next to me

"Yeah I'm not hungry anyways so why even bother" I shrugged

"But breakfast is the most important meal of the day" he insisted

"You sound just like Iida" I commented with a laugh

"What sounds just like me?" Iida asked sitting down at the other side of the table with Uraraka

"Midoriya is scolding me" I rolled my eyes

"What for?" Uraraka asked

"He hasn't been eating at all not breakfast or lunch and who knows if you're eating dinner" Midoriya exclaimed

"I'm not hungry" I repeated

"That doesn't matter" He cried out exasperated

"Midoriya is right you need to eat you cant continuously not be hungry" Iida scolded

"See what I mean you sound just like him Midoriya" I turned to Iida "I think you're rubbing off on him"

"Todoroki that's not the point I'm concerned about you" Midoriya admitted

"What?  Why?" I asked stopping short my heart pounding in my chest

"You haven't been eating and the things that you used to love you stopped doing you don't go out much unless I force you to and just you're deteriorating you're pale as a ghost and you sit with your shades drawn pitch black in your room" now that Midoriya said it out loud I knew it was true.  I had never once thought about how these new habits had looked to everyone else but apparently they were concerning

"I'm fine Midoriya you're overreacting" I started

"He's not Todoroki it's really concerning your eating habits how pale you are the list is endless" Iida added

"Guys it's really nothing" I insisted

"Every since you came back to the dorms around two weeks ago at like 5 A.M. you've been acting strangely" Uraraka chimed in I looked down at the table not knowing what to say, I had nothing to say to that.  I guess I never considered how everyone else felt.  I just understood how I felt.  I guess that has always been my flaw vampire or not.

"If there's something going on you can tell us we're your friends right don't you trust us" Midoriya insisted I opened my mouth thinking of telling them everything I stopped though.  I trusted them but I couldn't be sure how they would react to me telling them everything.  I closed my mouth averting my eyes.  It's not like they'd believe me anyways

"I..., I trust you but really...., It's nothing I got into a fight with my dad that's all...., really" I lied knowing how fake that sounded.  Midoriya frowned at me knowing that I wasn't telling the truth but I think I made it apparent enough that I didn't want to talk anymore.

"Oh" Midoriya muttered picking at his food.  When they had finished I was already in a bad mood for the day.  We walked to our class waiting for school to start.  I sat down at my desk laying my head on my arms.