Oh, how stupid. In my dreams it's heroic. It makes me powerful. It makes me strong. I get to show everyone the real world. But in reality, i'm just insane. Losing control. Losing my mind. And everyone else. They're so much worse. To them, I'm malingering. Naughty. Pretending. Or even worse.
Completely
Normal
I won't die I won't die I won't die I won't go I won't leave I won't LEAVE YOU ALONE.
Sensible? Rule Follower? Ha! HA!
Who do you think I am?
I'm not I'm not. I'm BROKEN YOU IDIOTS.
Why do you think I'm this way. Just let me snap
Just let me snap...
Stop telling me I'm alright.
I'm not I'm not
Stop!!
I won't beg I won't beg I won't beg.
Just accept it
I'm not bad for being this way
I'm not naughty
You just won't accept it.
I've lost my mind
I want help
You're giving me the wrong kind.
Let me be mad
Let them be me
Stop telling me to be ok
I'm not
You made me this way
You stabbed me
Over
And
Over
Over
And
Over
And now you're blaming me
For everything
You can't scold me
You can't pretend to love me
I'm full
Of HATE
And you're the one that put it there
It drips black
Black
Over what used to be a heart of gold
An innocent mind
A green soul
Now I won't die I won't die
I'll haunt you
For
The
Rest
Of
My
Life
I'll haunt everyone
They're all guilty
All of them
Every one of you
Every single happy one of you
Every single one of the people who are whole
I am broken
Because of you
Not because of broken people
I belong with the broken
I want to find them
Collect them together
And we will make you see
Who we really are.
Even angels will set the world on fire.
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Cerita PendekThese are my short story/ ideas. I usually come up with them late at night when I'm feeling down or losing control so they might be a bit depressing. Most of these will stem from what's going on in my real life so sorry if I end up ranting or compla...