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My Short Stories/ Ideas

Cerita Pendek

These are my short story/ ideas. I usually come up with them late at night when I'm feeling down or losing control so they might be a bit depressing. Most of these will stem from what's going on in my real life so sorry if I end up ranting or compla...

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Used to

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by kayaartemis6

by kayaartemis6

I'm used to feeling the beating of my own heart as I curl up in a ball

I'm used to feeling the itchiness around my eyes as the tears stain my pillow

I'm used to the feeling of wanted a hug and having no one to cling to

I'm used to hiding my feelings away so I don't inconvenience anyone else

I'm used to letting you love someone else

I'm used to being useless and ignored

I'm used to being emotionless

I'm used to pushing people away

I'm used to being scared and alone

I'm used to being misunderstood

I'm used to being mocked for the things I like

I'm used to having my problems ignored

I'm used to being number two

I'm used to being forced

I'm used to being anxious

I'm used to fighting

I'm used to all this pain

So stop giving me that pitying expression and go be happy

It's your fate to be so

And it's mine to not