Who Do You Love|| 5SOS

Kira: Someone New

I knew it couldn't last forever.

I knew I couldn't just keep making out with Calum behind Luke's back. It was deplorable. It was cheating. It felt... So god damn good.

Ever since Calum and I started messing around, I have cut back a lot on the amount of attention, affection, and sex I would have with Luke. When Calum and I had that fight in Wichita, Kansas, I really thought he would call this whole thing off. He would give up on me for taking too long to confess to Luke and leave me high and dry feeling unsatisfied and dare I admit it, sexually frustrated.

God there's just something about him that I'm barely realizing has always slightly turned me on. Maybe it's his stupid sculpted jawline or stupid kissable lips. Or maybe just hearing him talk dirty to me for the past month has changed the way I look at him.

Either way, we were in Denver, Colorado, the sun was high in the sky, I was halfway through my menstrual cycle and all I could think about as I watched him workout across the gym was how much I wanted him to fuck me against the large paned windows that exposed the gym to the rest of the hotel.

God I need to get my hormones under control.

As if sensing my gaze, Calum turned to look at me as he got ready to lift the barbell over his head again. I watched him smirk and I turned away, red in the face as Ashton snapped his fingers in front of Calum's face and told him to focus. "Stop looking at the girls. You're here to sty fit asshole." Ashton said, sounding like a trainer. Calum laughed.

"Sir, yes sir." He said a bit mockingly as I continued to adjust the speed on the treadmill. Luke and Michael had slept in, refusing to get up and go to the hotel gym with us this morning. Calum and I hoped Ashton would stay in bed too but Ashton knew Calum would need a spotter and that I have 0 upper body strength.

It was good that the rest of the boys didn't come anyways, there were too many people in this gym already. In fact, we were probably nearly at capacity. It felt a little claustrophobic to be honest but I needed to go for a run to clear my head and since none of the boys thought it was a good idea for me to go running around a town I've never been too before, here I was in the gym. It was just as well anyways, I liked watching Calum work out. I liked watching the strain in his muscles, the sweat on his face, the concentrated look in his eyes. Besides that, his dumb ass tank top showed off his tattoos nicely and lately I had gotten pretty obsessed with them. Or maybe I just like running my hands over his biceps.

I bumped up the speed on the treadmill and wiped at the sweat on my forehead as i glanced at the window in front of me. I could just barely make out my reflection and... God I looked like shit right now. My menstrual cycle had gotten so out of whack lately because I've been so stressed out. Sometimes it came late. Sometimes it arrived early. It unnerved me, especially since I was still having sex with Luke. It's not like we weren't being careful though. I was on the pill and we were definitely still using condoms but neither of those methods are 100% effect, they just work better together.

I need to get my hormones under control because not only do I want to stop stressing about whether my period is going to come or if I need to buy a pregnancy test, but I also need to stop imagining Calum fucking my brains out in his hotel room.

"Hey darling." Hearing Calum's voice nearly made me trip on the treadmill. Instead, I jumped to the side, standing on the edge of the machine and breathing heavily. I was probably turning even redder with embarrassment, feeling like I was caught, as if he had heard me thinking about how big...

"Hey." I said, glancing around the gym, searching for Ashton.

"Ash left. He wanted to go shower." I arched an eyebrow. That was unlike Ashton. He loves working out. "He said I was "too distracted" and if I wasn't going to pay attention he wouldn't spot for me." I glanced around at the rest of the girls in the gym.