I'M SORRY BUT I'M IN LOVE WITH MY BESTFRIEND

XII- Emotions

Lisa

I can't believe I said that!

I stopped walking when I remember the lecture earlier and face palmed myself. I can't believe I actually said that....did they notice it?

I opened up my emotion into something...ugh stupid, I won't let that happen. Again.

Last time I did that, it didn't end well.

I brought my hand to my forehead and smack it.

Bad, Lisa, bad.

It's because I think that I had the same experience with the man. He also survive from the accident like me...

"Hey? Are you okay?" Seulgi also stopped from her walking and cupped my face.

I sighed, I don't want to remember it, but I can't help it....the lecture made it worst. It all flashes right back at me, slapping my face with a great force, telling me that after all these years, I know I can never get out of it...it always haunts me but I was supposed to learn from it, mistakes are made for learning...so that you won't make the same thing in the future.

"Ye-yeah, I think." I replied,  she nodded and give me a reassuring look.

"It'll be fine, Lice we're here for you" Ten added.

"Just tell us what's bothering you Lice, we are here for you...always" Joy suddenly blurted out and hug me from behind.

I shoved her body away from me and made a disgusting face...I think? Well, they said all of my expressions are the same.

"Yaah! What's that look Manoban!" She shouted when she saw my face, Ren covered her mouth and begun looking around.

'...ooh, that word literally made my spine shiver, it kinda feel weird'

The others smacked her head, she just called me Manoban and you know I can't reveal myself YET right? Luckily we are the only ones here. Besides, we  are at the I5 place. The whole floor is ours, and no one can enter here without any permission from us.

"Aish" I walked out and I fasten my pace, they also followed me after some moments.

"Yah! Lalisa~ mian! I didn't mean to" She shouted and I just shook my head and plastered a small smile.

Idiot.

I opened the door of our headquarters, went straight to my office then plunked myself on the sofa. Feeling it's softness against my face. Laying down, completely wasted.

Then suddenly, I felt a silhouette behind me.

Shit.

I don't like how my guts reacted to this, but I'm sure there is someone behind me and the fact that I dont know who it is.

I counted 1-3 and I pushed my body out of the sofa as I rolled to get away from the man who was about to smash me with a vase, I stand up, my legs are shaking.

This isn't the right time to feel tired Lisa...esssh.

But he jumped over the sofa and grab my back as I was trying to run away, I felt heavy hands gripping my shoulders, I shoved it but it's no use. He is stronger than me.

I pulled myself a little and backed-kicked him, and surely hit his abdomen, I turn to face him. It's the same guy. The one who tied me up. He's wearing the same outfit. An  over all black. But this time, he isn't showing his tattoos.